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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,521
last chance.

For those who have been following, it's been twice that I've chickened out to jump from the top of a tower. the guard who has the keys and who was willing to open the door noticed that I was suicidal.
I managed to catch up on things and maybe I'll have one last time to jump from 60 m high, 20 floors.

I told him that he could stay nearby on the terrace...so I will have to act very quickly, if I have little time it will perhaps motivate me I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO DO IT...

I don't know when ...he's on vacation...I'll do another topic when the time comes

Give me energy to fo it...my suffer IS very important
 
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vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
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🤞 Best of luck my friend, good to know you still have options.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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I wish you peace friend.
I hope you become free from suffering and pain.
We are here for you
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
Mar 9, 2024
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Good luck, whatever the outcome <3
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,521
Suffer this moment 9/10
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I would like to die here,this moment...now😭
Die die die stop this suffer
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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So you're setting him up to stand by and watch you plummet to your death, leaving him to live with that?

Don't do it.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,521
I think he won't see me fall, he won't stay far away but not near. or I will wait until he is further away. my level of mental suffering is unbearable...ke. I don't want to do otherwise. If it weren't for that I would immediately drown in my bathtub.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,521
I must wait end may...😰
 
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