Lack of self-worth is real

[CatLove56]

I know plenty of folks here probably feel the same you know people who value themselves and see themselves worthy of love probably don't consider suicide. Unfortunately for the longest time I've been seeing it's hard to really justify me being here anymore. I'd like to get it over with this weekend and finally be free of this pain but sometimes that's spitefulness towards life is still there you know? I could write more how I feel about the subject of loneliness and how these stupid normal people who say your life should not be tied to someone else is full of s*** but I'm too tired. Certain milestones that you're supposed to hit in your life that you don't get back it's not something you can just shake off. Way to kick off a Friday night with a bunch of self-loathing. I'm grateful for the site for showing partial hanging.

 

[Rockman]

Well people people just need socialization and contact and that's why you're here. Especially those with disturbed social networks.
Partial hanging dont work usually, you need full to be certain.

 

[Mirrory Me]

I wonder if there could be anything that could get you inspired or change your mind about your situation currently- even as momentarily. I feel my life lacks connections to be meaningful, or more practical, but just hearing someone talk about having similar ideas makes me feel better about it.

 

[CatLove56]

Well people people just need socialization and contact and that's why you're here. Especially those with disturbed social networks.
Partial hanging dont work usually, you need full to be certain.

oh geez don't say that. that's my only hope ugh

 

[no.one]

I know plenty of folks here probably feel the same you know people who value themselves and see themselves worthy of love probably don't consider suicide. Unfortunately for the longest time I've been seeing it's hard to really justify me being here anymore. I'd like to get it over with this weekend and finally be free of this pain but sometimes that's spitefulness towards life is still there you know? I could write more how I feel about the subject of loneliness and how these stupid normal people who say your life should not be tied to someone else is full of s*** but I'm too tired. Certain milestones that you're supposed to hit in your life that you don't get back it's not something you can just shake off. Way to kick off a Friday night with a bunch of self-loathing. I'm grateful for the site for showing partial hanging.

I'm sorry you feel this way. When you spoke about how certain milestones that you're supposed to hit and how you don't get that time back, hit me hard. At 38 years old, i feel like I've missed so many milestones. my life is almost "half way" over so to speak. (actually its almost over at the rate I'm going) life feels so stressful. society lays all these points in your life that you *should* meet like, getting married, having kids, graduating college, getting promotions, buying a house, going on vacations etc etc etc.

But what about the rest of us? that feel like we aren't worthy for those things? that find it even... pointless at times?
sorry i kinda vented on your venting! but just know....you arent alone in your feelings *hugs*

 

[CatLove56]

I'm sorry you feel this way. When you spoke about how certain milestones that you're supposed to hit and how you don't get that time back, hit me hard. At 38 years old, i feel like I've missed so many milestones. my life is almost "half way" over so to speak. (actually its almost over at the rate I'm going) life feels so stressful. society lays all these points in your life that you *should* meet like, getting married, having kids, graduating college, getting promotions, buying a house, going on vacations etc etc etc.

But what about the rest of us? that feel like we aren't worthy for those things? that find it even... pointless at times?
sorry i kinda vented on your venting! but just know....you arent alone in your feelings *hugs*

once again I find another person I wanna hug on here sorry man. sometimes even I take a little bit of pride knowing I "failed" society.