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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
99
I want to ctb but don't have any other effective options at my disposal. Is getting a steak knife or one of the big ones and as hard as I can. Thrust it into my chest where my heart is. I hope I can slip between my ribs and not have them change the direction of where I'm hitting. I feel like I have a good chance of success. Also don't tell about the pain because ignorance is bliss. Would this likely result in a successful ctb? Any thoughts or advice?

I don't have a date. Don't have any notes. Don't know if I'll do it. I just want to know if I have a valid ctb option in reach.
 
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fruitninjamaster

fruitninjamaster

I love the high of choking myself
Dec 21, 2025
74
your SI will stop you, 100%, any form of CTB where you have to cause the harm is not likely to succeed. I would look for other options
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

매운 떡볶이
Oct 11, 2020
355
I feel the SI would be hard, not to mention force needed to successfully stab yourself when the pain becomes unbearable.
Probably a way to jump on the knife would be better, but then there's the issue of accuracy at that point.
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
387
It's not impossible, it's been done before... but you don't have a "good chance of success" unfortunately.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
622
This is not a serious method.

Besides, it would be far easier to sever the carotid artery and bleed out than do this. Easier in every respect, but still far from easy.
 
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Spite

Spite

Nil Desperandum.
Aug 20, 2025
233
I wouldn't risk this. Try to find a method that is more likely to be effective. Maybe carbon monoxide poisoning?
 
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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
99
@fruitninjamaster okay but I don't know how SI would stop me if I do it hard enough but yet again that's why I asked. Thanks for the input I'll keep it in mind.


@Spicy Tteokbokki death by belly flopping on a knife sounds like the punch like to a bad suicide joke lol.


@OzymandiAsh what would you say if you were to just make up a % chance of it working be?


@Captive_Mind515 please explain how and why? I would like to know why it would be 1: harder to do. 2: is it the mussel that would probably make it harder to do? Or is it something else?


@Spite at this time I don't have any way to get another option. The best thing I could maybe find would be getting rope to hang myself but I can't find any thread explaining how to. I don't know how to partial hang or full hang. If you have any information on hanging please share cause I'd rather do that. CO is my favorite ideal way to go, but I sadly wouldn't have enough time in a closed space. My parents don't let me close my door fully and hiding in the garage won't work either.
 
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fruitninjamaster

fruitninjamaster

I love the high of choking myself
Dec 21, 2025
74
Your brain has emergency powers, for people with eating disorders, my brain started cutting off nutrients to parts of my body, my legs were numb, my arms stopped working, all in an attempt to keep me alive.

Your body may shut down all functions if you attempt to stab yourself, especially because it will take time
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
354
As someone who has stab wounds I really wouldn't advise this method.
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

매운 떡볶이
Oct 11, 2020
355
@Spicy Tteokbokki death by belly flopping on a knife sounds like the punch like to a bad suicide joke lol.
If you have (maybe dark) humor one could like totally make some sort of joke on ones suicide note or something related to that. 😭🤣
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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It's been discussed like 3-4 weeks ago, nobody argued that it won't kill you, you just won't be able to do it with the precision and strength + SI. Trust the rest of the people who advised against it, it's not a good method and will leave you in pain.
 
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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
99
It's been discussed like 3-4 weeks ago, nobody argued that it won't kill you, you just won't be able to do it with the precision and strength + SI. Trust the rest of the people who advised against it, it's not a good method and will leave you in pain.
Okay I'll try to find another method. I'm think about hanging, if you have any threads about hanging can you share please?
 
NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

Member
Dec 26, 2025
52
"
The literature shows that while SI-ASWs can be associated with major injuries, they are rarely lethal [25]. The reported mortality of this injury is approximately 3% (references here). As with our patient, most patients recover from this type of trauma if they arrive alive at the emergency department. They rarely succumb to this type of self-inflicted injury.

In conclusion, we report an uncommon form of sharp abdominal trauma that was well managed and had a good outcome. If a patient with a SI-ASW arrives at an emergency department quickly and receives prompt and appropriate management, he/she will most likely survive without major consequences."

A snippet from a good review on this. CW for image of man who attempted suicide this way in the lit review. I personally would steer clear of this method, not only because of the pain and difficulty, but because the success rate is so low


Edit: This review is for abdomen stabbing but the consensus is pretty much the same if you look at other lit reviews on stabbing yourself in the chest or neck. It's just not likely to be successful
 
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violetforever

violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
312
i wouldn't do it. my dad stabbed himself in the stomach and "heart" and he's not dead. so i assume the stab near the heart wasn't actually that close.
 
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