Killing yourself to overcome the way you are disliked in life.

[unabletocope]

Sometimes, in my darkest moods and moments, I feel like people would celebrate my death. That may or may not be true, I'm between 20-25% sure. But I also accept I am a nobody, a loser that is insignificant in this world, we are all collective organisms and life will move on without us, life or death. But I think the strongest way I can overcome the way I am disliked in life is to kill myself. I'm getting closer to that point.