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nextstepdeath

Student
Sep 5, 2024
137
Pulled along. Life is like a chain, a rope that tugs you somewhere else. Always being tugged somewhere else. I let people yank my rope out of my hands. I am nearly at the end. I think I can see the end. Things split open and reveal themselves. I am blue green and red. Losing my judgement, my track of time. Bleeding. I need to vanish but I am still earthbound. Please take me away forever.
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
249
Yeah, life is on rails and the only way to get off the track is to CTB. Some lives are headed towards happiness and others are headed towards ruin and as soon as you know which track your on it's best to make a plan before it's too late and you arrive at your destination whether you like it or not.
 
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nextstepdeath

Student
Sep 5, 2024
137
I lost it all. Now I am lost. Cuckoo cuckoo. Dribble dribble drool. Tempted to freeze myself to death.
Shattered. Internally crunched. I am going to do something.
 
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