Nitlott
"Wowee!"
- Feb 17, 2026
- 60
Didn't plan on posting here now, but I just had this thought I wanted to share.
Possible spoilers for BoJack Horseman (semi) finale? I'd love to yap about this show here, I actually noticed some more details recently. Damn.
Remembered one moment from BoJack. S06E15, Secretariat's best part:
I also can't see myself at an old age. Whatever old age means nowadays anyways. So, finally to the main thing, what if it's a way for me to (subconsciously) fight nature back? Kind of.
Do you see the vision? I'm not terrified of death, but subconsciously every living creature will try to fight for it's life. And what scares us the most about death is the uncertainty and inevitability. So, by taking matters into your hands, you go "Haha, take that nature, it was actually my choice to die and not yours!" like a kid. You literally go on your own terms, you're the one to dictate them, not the other way around. You're the one in control here. Kind of. Does this make sense? It makes sense to me, now at least...
Possible spoilers for BoJack Horseman (semi) finale? I'd love to yap about this show here, I actually noticed some more details recently. Damn.
Remembered one moment from BoJack. S06E15, Secretariat's best part:
"It was my own choice. I got to go on my own terms, not a lot of people can say that".
And it kind of clicked to me just now. I have this idea that me dying is strictly by suicide and suicide is the *proper* way to go. Sure, I can imagine myself dying other ways, no one's stripping me of my imagination but it feels off. Something very tiny screaming it's all fake but you can't put your finger on what exactly.
I also can't see myself at an old age. Whatever old age means nowadays anyways. So, finally to the main thing, what if it's a way for me to (subconsciously) fight nature back? Kind of.
Do you see the vision? I'm not terrified of death, but subconsciously every living creature will try to fight for it's life. And what scares us the most about death is the uncertainty and inevitability. So, by taking matters into your hands, you go "Haha, take that nature, it was actually my choice to die and not yours!" like a kid. You literally go on your own terms, you're the one to dictate them, not the other way around. You're the one in control here. Kind of. Does this make sense? It makes sense to me, now at least...
