Venting Just saying

[Little T]

Most time I can't stand myself. I my life fuck-ups and missed opportunities play through my mind awake and sleeping. Hope is a word in a dictionary. I keep comeing closer to NOW but must wait for the convenience of others. I'm prepaid but am running out of money for bills. I have no energy! I worry about my dog! I would like her to be with me when so she will know I did not abandon her. I hope antiemetics work.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of everything, I get that it can be hard to carry on existing when all that you want is to be gone. I wish you freedom from all suffering for when the time is right to leave.