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Reallyreallyreally

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Jan 13, 2020
205
I keep waking up fully awake several times a night. This often goes hand in hand with being extra suicidal. I have to wonder if I would feel better if I could stay asleep. I have to wonder if I'm actually just tired but don't really feel like I am. Lack of sleep definitely could throw a person into a state of depression that doesn't announce itself clearly. Every day I forget about this and every night I remember.
 
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SkyBlue

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Dec 15, 2018
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I had/have the same thing during hard periods. Luckily I'm a bit better now, and I recently started trying something. Get some daylight and try get at least some minimal exercise. Go to bed before midnight. And then I tell myself 'I sleep deep and regenerating' again and again. So far it seems to help falling asleep and feeling refreshed in the morning. It's only me though, and I don't know if it will help when things are really bad. Then it would require some more problem treatment, or even medication I suppose.
 

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