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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
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I lay awake for a few hours before bed every night, I mean what else am I going to think about? I don't want to be here. When I wake up I just constantly wonder why I was put on this Earth to suffer endlessly.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,621
I really understand as all I want is to never suffer again, I just hope and wish to be permanently at peace from the torture and suffering of existing, all I want is to be gone, it's just so cruel and terrible how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I get nights like this too. I'm so sorry you are suffering.
 
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