Just had a fight with my family - never been more serious about CTB

[bipolaremerald]

Hey everyone - I'm totally done with this. I'm sick of being abused and having no sympathy from my family for having mental illness. I'm sick of being called lazy when I'm disabled. I'm sick of being compared to people and told they have it worse. I'm looking for SN ASAP because I cannot do hanging or firearm (I'm in Canada). My mom keeps wishing on me to be homeless and bludgeoned to death by gang initiation members. I know my family doesn't want to deal with me and I don't care. I can't work. Please, if someone has a source for SN I'd be willing to pay more than necessary for it.

Thanks.

 

[R. A.]

What awful things to say to one's child. I hate to say that unless you have a direct connection SN is seeming like practically a non-option at this point. Every account of international orders end in border seizure, many with "wellness" checks, and I've not heard of any domestic source that's not a lab which can't be bought from without credentials.
Sorry you're here...