just got my hands on sn (lab grade)

[1111]

no questions asked from website i got it from. no questions asked from delivery guy, he even came up the stairs singing... felt so eerie.
ill wait to ctb till next week when im sure no one will find me for days. ill attempt w just paracetamol probably and hope for the best.

 

[Macedonian1987]

So similar like when I got my SN. The woman that worked at the office in the chem-store was a very polite and kind person, the delivery guy that brought it to my home with his van was also a good person, and nobody asked me why I needed the SN. As of October 2025, there are zero case of SN suicides in my country North Macedonia. Maybe i will be the first one when i ctb in a year or two.

 

[Jadeith]

Same here. Clicked "BUY", paid and after 2 days got it delivered. No questions, no welfare visits (not sure if such visits are preformed in my country)

 

[autisticbrain13]

if you're comfortable sharing - please let me know. i'm in the UK it seems regardless of the source there's the potential of a welfare check - but it'd be nice to eliminate that red tape of justifying myself to the seller.

 

[Galahad]

if you're comfortable sharing - please let me know. i'm in the UK it seems regardless of the source there's the potential of a welfare check - but it'd be nice to eliminate that red tape of justifying myself to the seller.

I'm in the UK too and honestly can't find a source here anywhere.

I wouldn't dare import for fear of a welfare check. SN doesn't exist as a method for me.

 

[heydude56]

no questions asked from website i got it from. no questions asked from delivery guy, he even came up the stairs singing... felt so eerie.
ill wait to ctb till next week when im sure no one will find me for days. ill attempt w just paracetamol probably and hope for the best.

Where do you live...?

 

[1111]

Where do you live..

spain. got it from a lab supplies store that was literally the first link when searching sodium nitrite

 

[heydude56]

spain. got it from a lab supplies store that was literally the first link when searching sodium nitrite

You're so lucky.. I literally can't find anything in my country..
Everything requires some sort of certificate

spain. got it from a lab supplies store that was literally the first link when searching sodium nitrite

Just asking but is it normally illegal to sell SN to regular individuals in your country?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[autisticbrain13]

I'm in the UK too and honestly can't find a source here anywhere.

I wouldn't dare import for fear of a welfare check. SN doesn't exist as a method for me.

i've tried to rule it out as an option - my alternative is CO in a tent… but stupidly my brain cares about the fact it's now cold outside?? i've debated hanging in the past but never found a decent anchor point, recently moved house and the wardrobe seems to be a possibility. otherwise, OD on propanolol, but OD'ing on meds is notioriously bad….

i should rule out SN. especially because if i did somehow get it, the looming fear of a welfare check may mean i end up rushing into CTB rather than holding onto it for safe keeps until i'm 100% certain.

but i like knowing i have an out, and i hate that the UK has made a peaceful means out so inaccessible whilst also making getting help and understanding so difficult. just feel stuck.

 

[themaxtrixisreality]

i've tried to rule it out as an option - my alternative is CO in a tent… but stupidly my brain cares about the fact it's now cold outside?? i've debated hanging in the past but never found a decent anchor point, recently moved house and the wardrobe seems to be a possibility. otherwise, OD on propanolol, but OD'ing on meds is notioriously bad….

i should rule out SN. especially because if i did somehow get it, the looming fear of a welfare check may mean i end up rushing into CTB rather than holding onto it for safe keeps until i'm 100% certain.

but i like knowing i have an out, and i hate that the UK has made a peaceful means out so inaccessible whilst also making getting help and understanding so difficult. just feel stuck.

I feel the exact same way, its frustrating not having the option to CTB via SN, I'm based in the UK/Ireland also.

 

[joey2424]

Is anyone aware of sources in Canada? I find plenty of lab sites but they require proof of a business.