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AstralMadness

AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
100
I think I didn't mix it very well or used too much, it was too much salt and some of it stuck to my palate, the taste was horrid and I still feel some salt in my throat. I'm going to lay down now, I'm sitting and getting nausea
 
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Nihilisticstatic

Nihilisticstatic

Static
Aug 6, 2023
68
Please keep us updated, I wish you luck, and I hope you find peace
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
694
I'm sorry life has come to this. If you are feeling like unsure about your protocol, it's ok to stop it. I hope it goes well and you find🫂
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
197
Aw this is so sad. I'm sorry someone as kind as you was pushed to this. I hope it's at least painless.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,763
How are you feeling? Are you ready and willing to die? If not please don't hesitate to call EMS if things start to go south or you change your mind.
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
615
So sory life brought you to this point. Wish you a pleasent journey and find your peace. I hope to join you soon.:heart:
 
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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
99
Hope you find peace. Find peace and happiness in this. Say hi to the others who left us if this is the last we see of you. I'll miss you, you were very kind.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
544
Rest
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,563
love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
115
May you rest in peace.
 
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bliss.bmp

bliss.bmp

just passing by
Dec 3, 2025
12
i hope you can find comfort out of this world, rest in peace friend
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
259
i hope you find peace
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
160
Goodnight honey, sweet dreams :heart:
 
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tiredbird

tiredbird

Member
Jul 15, 2025
5
Rest in peace ❤️
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,554
Hope you are resting peacefully now.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,225
Hope you are at peace now.
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
237
Hope you can finally rest.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
seems like you haven't been on since then. well then, i hope you were able to find the peace you deserved. take care ❤️🕊
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
I hope you find peace ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
Rest in peace hun
 
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shuteyefish

shuteyefish

hibernation itself
Nov 17, 2025
9
rest well
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
97
Rest in peace❤️
 
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SymphonyOfSuffering

SymphonyOfSuffering

Member
Nov 19, 2025
28
Happy for ur liberation
 
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LakeMungoGirl

Member
Nov 6, 2025
71
Sweet dreams. ❤️
 
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telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
369
Just as a PSA for everyone thinking about drinking SN and also thinks you can chicken out halfway...

The second you drink it, you severely damage your organs and there's no fixing that. It must be a very solidified choice to kill yourself before drinking it because like jumping or hanging, if you survive then you are going to end up much worse off than you were before.
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

✦ 𝓕𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓼 ✦
Sep 11, 2024
348
Just as a PSA for everyone thinking about drinking SN and also thinks you can chicken out halfway...

The second you drink it, you severely damage your organs and there's no fixing that. It must be a very solidified choice to kill yourself before drinking it because like jumping or hanging, if you survive then you are going to end up much worse off than you were before.
That's just not true. Most people have recovered with minimal/no lasting damage after an SN attempt IF medical intervention was sought. And that's mainly because SN is very lethal in most cases where medical intervention isn't sought, so lasting damage wouldn't be a concern in those cases anyway.

The only thing we can agree on is that you shouldn't drink it unless you're extremely sure you want to die. SN, when done right, is pretty much a guarantee.
 
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telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
369
That's just not true. Most people have recovered with minimal/no lasting damage after an SN attempt IF medical intervention was sought. And that's mainly because SN is very lethal in most cases where medical intervention isn't sought, so lasting damage wouldn't be a concern in those cases anyway.

The only thing we can agree on is that you shouldn't drink it unless you're extremely sure you want to die. SN, when done right, is pretty much a guarantee.
Alright well if you get methylene blue in time you might be alright, but that's not worth the risk. I stand by my original statement.
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod | No future
Feb 27, 2025
445
Please, lets not turn this thread into a debate for the sake of the OP.
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
237
I hope you find peace.
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

(O__O)==>(X__X)
Oct 12, 2024
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Rest in peace
 
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