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May 14, 2023
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I just bought a pull-up bar and I hope it arrives by the end of the week. I'm excited, but I don't really know how to feel because I don't want to chicken out. I've wanted to do partial since February, but I didn't have the courage. A few days or weeks ago, I finally tried, but I didn't even come close to passing out, so now I have a 12mm rope and I just bought a pull-up bar that should arrive by the end of the week. I'm kind of excited and relieved, but I'm really afraid that SI will kick in when I finally manage to do it. But, my god, CBTing is getting closer and I'm tired of living like this.

I hope to go like this guy honestly

 
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