Just bought 1kg of SN

[LostMary]

So I've just bought 1kg of SN. Seems legit as they ha e the safety data sheets online stating composition and chemical formula.

I'm thinking about following the PPH protocol, already have a screenshot on my notes.

Was recently committed to psych ward for failed attempt.

I think this method is sound and will end my life.

I don't enjoy anything, struggled with depression my whole life. Don't have any friends and very few family.

Hoping I can ctb pretty soon.

What's keeping me? Is it knowing that it won't fail?

 

[R. A.]

What's keeping me?

Was recently committed to psych ward for failed attempt.

Think you answered your own question before you asked it...can't imagine that was a great experience.
That's a hell of a lot though. For me, just having it made me feel better given I knew I could use it when I wanted. There's no hurry.

 

[Esc9434]

@LostMary Even though you are new yourself, be careful about who you share that source with.

 

[Alexandra0]

I'm happy for you. You'll feel calmer with it. I have SN too :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[playalistic]

What's keeping me? Is it knowing that it won't fail?

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

 

[Eriktf]

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

no method have 100% succes rate

 

[Roadrunner]

Good luck, wish you the best.

 

[LostMary]

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

These thoughts won't leave my mind.

@LostMary Even though you are new yourself, be careful about who you share that source with.

Thank you for that advice. I will refrain from sharing.

 

[eupdplishlp]

i also have 1kg sn ordered due to arive friday lmao. not from dmc. I wish you all the best on your journey may peace and contentment be with you whichever choice you make

 

[LostMary]

I wish you the best.

Thank you

Think you answered your own question before you asked it...can't imagine that was a great experience.
That's a hell of a lot though. For me, just having it made me feel better given I knew I could use it when I wanted. There's no hurry.

How do we choose the date? So lost

Good luck, wish you the best.

Thank you for your kind words

Good luck, wish you the best.

Thank you