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SufferingInDenmark

Mage
Feb 21, 2025
537
i plan to get the SN.
and a test kit.

so let's pretend i just tested it, and it was pure.

now i have good quality SN.

and i will do my best to get anti-vomit medicine.
only problem is i heard that the normal sea-sickness medicine works on the wrong side of the brain :I

but let's pretend i do find METO...

i use only SN and meto.


i follow the typical protocol schedule for the pills, and i am doing 12 hour fasting, maybe even more.

NOW COMES THE TIME WHERE I HAVE TO ACTUALLY INGEST THE SN:

i will prepare 3 cups... yes, 3. better safe than sorry. (in case i vomit)

i will use a straw to avoid the bad taste on my tongue.

i am in a hotel room with a big bed.
i might have moved some furniture around, anything that touches the walls,
because i don't want to have a seizure and then my body is hitting the night stand, and my neighbor will hear it.


i will have the TV on to mask any noises i might make (but not loud enough to piss off the neighbors)

i will avoid handling the SN with metal, as i have heard it might cause a reaction.
(wooden spoon better)

and i guess that's it...
I try to stand up for as long as i possibly can, to make sure i don't puke.
eventually i will lay on the bed.

i guess there's not much left to do, besides catching the bus.
But if i had a bath tub in my room, it's very likely i would get in the tub.
so in case the SN doesn't kill me, at least i will drown
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with Aera23
Apr 10, 2025
412
drowning would be painful tho, there is 2nd cup strategy used instead

Also, while the chance of death is kinda high, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murphy's_law exists, stating that not everything will always work according to plan.

not sure what else to say, except maybe some emoticons:

^3^ ^w^ *u*
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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wish you the best :heart:
 
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