I'm jealous of you, the people who get to leave. The people who know when they want to go, and the ritual you've planned for the moments leading up to your attempt. I wish to terribly to die. I am hoping to close the book either tomorrow or Monday. It will feel terrible leaving people behind, but luckily I've left traces of me everywhere online for them to look back on and remember. I just hope that they all find peace and love each other endlessly, something that I can't stick around for.
WaitingForMyRide
Order out of chaos
- Sep 6, 2022
- 115
I have family and loved ones that are holding me back from my cbt. I feel your pain.
lkjhgfdsa1
🖤
- Apr 17, 2024
- 442
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,101
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, in my case I certainly envy those who managed to permanently leave this existence, they are the only fortunate ones to me as now they are at peace and cannot suffer anymore.
Twiceler
Pro-suicide. Blackpill.
- Dec 16, 2021
- 96
I always see people, who did ctb on their own, as good people. And for others, I just can't say that. I don't judge anyone, I don't know people.
