Ive lost myself

[Surai]

Ive lost myself and for real this time. Im doing things out of desperation instead of motivation. Like Im just chasing a thrill instead of something substancial. Ive lost any love for and from. It seems like the universe is telling me its time to go. And I agree but its in my hands now. Its in my hands now. But that is the problem its hard for me because the animal is still alive. Now all I am fighting is the animal that allows me to breath and think. Its just between me and myself. The survival instinct are my chains and since I cant find the key Ill just break them

 

[Hollowman]

I've lost myself too it's horrible.