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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
574
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

Cat
Jan 30, 2026
33
wishing you a happy birthday and sending lots of love 💜
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
207
Happy birthday!
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
233
A very Happy and blessed birthday to you. You are loved.
 
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Jun123

Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
26
I wish you a happy Birthday and sending hugs and love your way! :heart:
 
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asgoodasdead

asgoodasdead

Member
Dec 27, 2025
28
Happy birthday dude! I'm sorry things are like this
 
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CelesteLove

CelesteLove

I wanna kms
Jul 16, 2024
21
Happy birthday :heart:
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
115
Happy birthday 🎂🎊
 
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Worthless Maid

Worthless Maid

Member
Feb 2, 2026
9
Happy birthday
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
154
Happy Birthday! :heart:
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
134
Happy birthday!!
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,648
Happy birthday 🎂 Sorry for your pain. I hope that you enjoy the movies and food. Sending birthday hugs 💛
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
574
Thank you, everyone. I've received more love from this thread, than for the past couple years being alone. From the bottom of my heart, I appreciate you all.
 
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finalshot12

finalshot12

Member
Jan 15, 2026
8
Happy birthday, Avril! We love you! ❤️
 
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northerner

northerner

Member
Feb 2, 2026
6
happy birthday! sending lots and lots of love <3 what movies are you going to watch? i saw bugonia recently and i highly recommend!
 
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eyesofadingo

eyesofadingo

living in a shell
Oct 21, 2025
6
Happy Birthday, wishing you lots of good things!! <3
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
698
Happy birthday! I got the same experience. My therapist said she would do something for my birthday and has forgotten it for half a year. I understand how you feel. However you are seen and respected in this community. Sending a birthday hug!

Hugging face 1f917
 
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alliecake

Member
Oct 23, 2023
21
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Sending you love 💗I hope you enjoyed your day.
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
157
I'm sorry your friends and family forgot. You have a whole community here who would wish you a happy birthday. If I knew you in person I'd buy you a birthday card and sing happy birthday. Of course, you wouldn't want to hear me sing. :smiling: Happy birthday! 🥳 🍰
 
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deadngoresurgery

deadngoresurgery

Jezebel
Jan 10, 2026
42
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
happy birthday!!!
 
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TANETS

TANETS

Silly girl w a Viktor tsoi obsession .
Nov 11, 2024
104
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
I am late but happy birthday . I wish you nothing but positivity and peace your way 🎂
 
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maplebar

maplebar

I try to be a decent person
Feb 21, 2025
51
Happy birthday, I'm sorry today went that way
 
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deathpastdue

Member
Oct 19, 2024
8
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
Happy birthday! I hope you found a good movie to watch.
 
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thelostautistic

Member
Jul 31, 2025
68
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
Happy birthday☺️🎉
 
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IzzyK8176

IzzyK8176

Member
Aug 21, 2025
12
Happy Birthday
(*≧∇≦)ノ<※*・:*:`♪:*:。*・☆*
 
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fallen.dove

fallen.dove

hopeless ☆.࣪⋆
Jan 24, 2026
54
My "family and friends" forgot.

I was a good child, honors, college magna cum laude, I don't partake in vices. It's sad to see society praise bad people yet forget us who are fighting day to day. Society has abandoned us, the pain will be over soon.

Anyways, I have nothing much to do except order food and watch movies.
im sorry this happened to u:( my friends keep forgetting too.. happy birthday<3 take care
 
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