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the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
116
It doesn't matter if I'm having a good day, it's always on my mind. Even when I'm on the stage performing, even when at the gym, even when I'm at work performing the duties swiftly, even if I am with those friends that understand me, even if with my girlfriend talking about doing it together,

Even in my dreams. Always one step away from leaving my legacy behind.

Tiring? Yeah, it gets tiring, to be honest, I'm tired of waiting. I've had everything planned 8 years ago and just nowadays waiting for the inevitable. Feels so freeing to Know.

For death only interests the dead,
And I'm on the future planet.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
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It has been off and on thing for me, for last 8 years or so. Lately it has gotten worse, intensity. I think more about it than ever before. I feel more suicidal.
 
the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
116
It has been off and on thing for me, for last 8 years or so. Lately it has gotten worse, intensity. I think more about it than ever before. I feel more suicidal.
Let's see what the future could offer for us. Let's go with the flow.
 

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