Venting It's actually pretty liberating when you realize you are worthless and your death won't affect anything

[Tellurian120]

I mean, who exactly would mourn me outside of my family? Literally nobody. My work colleagues would very likely move on within one or more days, especially since the job requires a lot of customer interaction so they can't exactly let my death affect their work. Outside of that I keep in contact with absolutely nobody. I am 24 and I keep in contact with nobody from high school or college (not that I had any friends there to begin with), This is why, when I end it, I will request there is no funeral or memorial service - just cremate my body, dump it, whatever. I do not want any of those people to feign any sadness for me.

 

[Bishop]

I mean, who exactly would mourn me outside of my family? Literally nobody. My work colleagues would very likely move on within one or more days, especially since the job requires a lot of customer interaction so they can't exactly let my death affect their work. Outside of that I keep in contact with absolutely nobody. I am 24 and I keep in contact with nobody from high school or college (not that I had any friends there to begin with), This is why, when I end it, I will request there is no funeral or memorial service - just cremate my body, dump it, whatever. I do not want any of those people to feign any sadness for me.

Exactly! It's for you and no one else. Our lives is our own.

 

[Feldsparc]

Wish I could think like this...and be freed of my misery. But No...I seem to find ways to make sure I suffer in the most horrendous way possible. My brain is locked into suffering and nothing will release it