Venting It never ends

[sohopelessandempty]

This torture never ends and there's no way out. I don't understand why life is so horrific and painful. Isn't it sad? How many of us have been brought here? Life is so cruel and I don't care if I sound corny. I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of it all.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Unfortunately there is only the one way out, the same reason we have all found our way to this platform.
I understand your pain fully. I'm sick of it all too, it's all just a tiresome circle of suffering until we can finally free ourselves of its painful grip over us.

 

[kuroshimi]

I always thought it was some kind of curse. Since childhood my life has been a bit of mess. It feels like I'm in a wrong place.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I just always find it so painful to be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, there's just so much cruelty in existing, I'll always see existence as a terrible mistake and I always suffer from being trapped in this existence, the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten is just all I hope for, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Unfortunately there is only the one way out, the same reason we have all found our way to this platform.
I understand your pain fully. I'm sick of it all too, it's all just a tiresome circle of suffering until we can finally free ourselves of its painful grip over us.

Thanks for making me feel less alone. It's so sad we are all going through this pain. I know the way out too but even that isn't easy and has its risks and consequences. I wish there was a painless and easy way out, you could say euthanasia is painless which is true, but it's not easy to get. Living is hard, dying is hard, it's all so unfair.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Thanks for making me feel less alone. It's so sad we are all going through this pain. I know the way out too but even that isn't easy and has its risks and consequences. I wish there was a painless and easy way out, you could say euthanasia is painless which is true, but it's not easy to get. Living is hard, dying is hard, it's all so unfair.

It's so painfully for the few people like us that can't "embrace life".
I fully agree, there are huge risks and consequences involved...that's the only reason I'm still here if I'm honest....a mixture of fear and purely being scared and I'm not ashamed to admit that. If there was a guaranteed button to press that would end it all with no hesitation I'd have worn the life out of that button by now but sadly it's just not that easy.

 

[itsgone2]

If there was a guaranteed button to press that would end it all with no hesitation I'd have worn the life out of that button by now but sadly it's just not that easy.

It's horrific that we don't have an easy way out.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

It's so painfully for the few people like us that can't "embrace life".
I fully agree, there are huge risks and consequences involved...that's the only reason I'm still here if I'm honest....a mixture of fear and purely being scared and I'm not ashamed to admit that. If there was a guaranteed button to press that would end it all with no hesitation I'd have worn the life out of that button by now but sadly it's just not that easy.

Yes, most people don't understand that it's not that easy and accuse suicidal people who aren't dead yet of crying wolf. Most people want to be rich, but nobody goes up to a poor person and says that they must not truly want money because if they wanted to be rich, they'd already be rich. Nobody says that because people know it's not that easy or simple, so why can't people apply the same idea to suicide???