It arrived. Preparation starts

[canijo]

SN arrived. I thought it would not get through customs, as it was stuck for 6+ days. I live on an island so there is Country customs+ Island customs. It took 3 weeks total since ordered, but it did arrive with no problems.
I'm so happy, i was already making my mind about jumping, and now I'm beyond relieved to be able to ctb in my own home.

I now feel that I can start making real plans. So my date will be between 1 - 2 months from now. My unemployment pay stops soon, and my last check is my queue to go.

So, during the next weeks i will be preparing everything. My plan is to clean the whole apartment, put everything into boxes, writing some notes to be scheduled for a few people I care about, and a message for the police so they can come 36h+ after I'm down, i will leave the keys in the mailbox.

I have 2 cats, and already know someone willing to take care of them, though it breaks my heart that i will close my room so they wont freak out. But i hope they'll be happy when they see that they will have a big garden in their next house =)

I've ordered EasyStrips (tetra) for the testing, and a scale. I will be posting the test results when it arrives.

I do not have access to meto/benzos, and I'm unwilling to see my local doctor as some things happened and i do not have exactly a good relationship with her. So an important step on my preparation is finding the best techniques/OTC meds to prevent vomiting, and induce sleep. My first choice is weed, but I will investigate further to see what's the whole picture available to me, and what combinations i might use that do not interfere with the SN.

Just wanted to post about it to have it written down somewhere, so i dont expect any replies. But tips about preventing vomiting & induce sleep are 500% welcome.

Hugs

EDIT: i may be able to gain access to meto

 

[LunarLight]

I thought it would not get through customs

Is SN illegal in your country? If not, why would it not get through customs?

So an important step on my preparation is finding the best techniques/OTC meds to prevent vomiting, and induce sleep

You won't. You need a D2 dopamine antagonist antiemetic which helps prevent vomiting and speeds up gastric emptying, such as metoclopramide. OTC drugs won't work.
You can order some on reliable prescription-free online pharmacies, of which I have a list I can PM you, it's not very expensive.
Best of luck.

 

[canijo]

Is SN illegal in your country? If not, why would it not get through customs?

You won't. You need a D2 dopamine antagonist antiemetic which helps prevent vomiting and speeds up gastric emptying, such as metoclopramide. OTC drugs won't work.
You can order some on reliable prescription-free online pharmacies, of which I have a list I can PM you, it's not very expensive.
Best of luck.

Is not illegar per se, but controlled. I was afraid after seeing some users from my country report it was caught at customs, there were not many, but i kinda feared it.

I would be thrilled if you could PM that list, tysm really

 

[LunarLight]

Is not illegar per se, but controlled. I was afraid after seeing some users from my country report it was caught at customs, there were not many, but i kinda feared it.

I would be thrilled if you could PM that list, tysm really

Just sent you a PM.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[skyflame]

happy that you're happy, all the best.

 

[ebg]

Slay

 

[SVEN]

Hope all goes well with your preparations and you find peace, whatever your final decision.

 

[legoshi]

Is SN illegal in your country? If not, why would it not get through customs?

You won't. You need a D2 dopamine antagonist antiemetic which helps prevent vomiting and speeds up gastric emptying, such as metoclopramide. OTC drugs won't work.
You can order some on reliable prescription-free online pharmacies, of which I have a list I can PM you, it's not very expensive.
Best of luck.

What if you don't vomit easily. Would you still need it? I need the benzo thing for sure. But I think I can keep it down, just don't know how I will react mentally afterwards which is why I def need the stuff to put me to sleep

 

[opheliaoveragain]

What if you don't vomit easily. Would you still need it? I need the benzo thing for sure. But I think I can keep it down, just don't know how I will react mentally afterwards which is why I def need the stuff to put me to sleep

Vomiting is pretty much among the most common side affects. If someone really doesn't want to source AE's or if you feel like you puked excessively ideally you'd have a second glass prepared, per others protocols easily found on here.

 

[Hana68]

Is SN illegal in your country? If not, why would it not get through customs?

You won't. You need a D2 dopamine antagonist antiemetic which helps prevent vomiting and speeds up gastric emptying, such as metoclopramide. OTC drugs won't work.
You can order some on reliable prescription-free online pharmacies, of which I have a list I can PM you, it's not very expensive.
Best of luck.

Is risperidone enough to prevent vomiting? If not then what? Can you help me a bit, understandable if you don't

 

[canijo]

I recently found that user shadow999 succesfully ctb'ed maybe without AE and deffinitely no benzos. He mentions having olanzapine (i believe it's an antipsychotic drug which also has antiemetic properties) thought claims he didnt want to use It due to how it make him feel. Its unclear to me if he used It or not in the end. During his attempt he posted a bit (brave <3) and seemed peacefull (though impossible to really know). At the end he mentions nausea.

I believe without AEs (the propper ones, as mentioned by @LunarLight) it's almost impossible to prevent vomiting. But depending on the person i could guess it's posible to keep It down long enough to absorb a lethal amount. Having the second glass is paramount also, but also many people claimed not being able to "down" the second glass (probably because theyre thrashed for vomiting + sn already taking a toll on your body).

Ill keep searching users that couldnt use AE