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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I wish I had a few people in my life who I could speak to with complete honesty as I do with people on here. Horrible feeling isolated and depressed and having to hide everything.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
i totally understand. it's depressing feeling this lonely regardless of how many people are around, there's always a thick wall separating us. The people are there but I can never get on their level, it's like we're on separate planes of reality. I hate it, life has been very lonely so far.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
i totally understand. it's depressing feeling this lonely regardless of how many people are around, there's always a thick wall separating us. The people are there but I can never get on their level, it's like we're on separate planes of reality. I hate it, life has been very lonely so far.
Yes. I keep to myself because it takes so much energy interact with other people. Exhausting to put on an act of normalcy.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
Yes. I keep to myself because it takes so much energy interact with other people. Exhausting to put on an act of normalcy.
yeah man. I got kinda decent at the act for a little while, but it wasn't at all sustainable and I stopped bothering. too much energy spent for such little and temporary reward
 
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