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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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Well here we are. 4:46 12/31/2025. Three cups of SN ready to go. Will I have it in me to go through with it? Who knows! Last time I tried I got in but couldn't swallow. Idk what'll happen this time.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Have you already fasted?
 
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itsgone2

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Wow. Well, I feel the tension from your first post. Keep us posted if you don't mind. Seems like there will be a number of attempts tonight.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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Wow. Well, I feel the tension from your first post. Keep us posted if you don't mind. Seems like there will be a number of attempts tonight.
From me in just in general? Holiday times are rough.
 
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I love the high of choking myself
Dec 21, 2025
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Keep us updated, no matter what happens you know what is best, PM if you need someone to talk to.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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Well roommate came home just as I was about to down one cup and sent the note text so I guess I'm waiting
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
229
Update: Roommate left a bit ago I really wanted to make SN work but the second its in or near my mouth the taste is too much. So I guess I should've known from earlier this year that this won't work as my method. I guess at least I can get something to eat while I figure out what to do now.
 
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Deepdense

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Dec 30, 2025
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Update: Roommate left a bit ago I really wanted to make SN work but the second its in or near my mouth the taste is too much. So I guess I should've known from earlier this year that this won't work as my method. I guess at least I can get something to eat while I figure out what to do now.
What are you getting to eat?
 
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weallhaveourghosts

Experienced
Mar 2, 2025
229
You're just looking for a normal feeling last day?
I guess. I mean, at this point everyday is just basically the same. So it is all normal. Only thing that would make if it different is me dead.
 

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