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confusedandstupid

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Mar 20, 2026
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I have been looking for an online friend to meet up and ctb with.
Is looking for someone in this forum against the rules? I am questioning this because I wouldnt consider this as "help" but moreso as something that could bring me comfort and make me less fearful If I were to go thru with it- and I know I would never make a friendship with someone unless we both knew we are ready.
But it also doesnt count as "not help" since making the situation more comfortable would encourage me a bit more.
 
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k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
362
Athanasios?
If yes, I am done with all the nitrogen failures and endless crap.
This seems to put it into one's hands....at a cost but what the hell right.
It appears that they make it very easy, being around 60 likely helps.
This just is not getting easier and while summer was superbe, Im so ready to get this done with.
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
156
Athanasios?
If yes, I am done with all the nitrogen failures and endless crap.
This seems to put it into one's hands....at a cost but what the hell right.
It appears that they make it very easy, being around 60 likely helps.
This just is not getting easier and while summer was superbe, Im so ready to get this done with.
I'm looking into Nitrogen as CTB-method. Sorry, what did you mean by Nitrogen failures? Did you have personal experience with failing with Nitrogen?
 
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k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
362
I'm looking into Nitrogen as CTB-method. Sorry, what did you mean by Nitrogen failures? Did you have personal experience with failing with Nitrogen?
Yes I did, about.....2 years back. Bought the whole kit and kaboodle, tested it with an oxymeter, had a good friend on hand to rip the hood off when I passed out.
Come the wintery night, will written, ready to fly.
Downed a handful of gorilla pills, propped up in in bed looking like a spaceman with my phone on timer.
Watched a vid...still right as rain about 5 minuted later....gave up till someday.
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
156
Yes I did, about.....2 years back. Bought the whole kit and kaboodle, tested it with an oxymeter, had a good friend on hand to rip the hood off when I passed out.
Come the wintery night, will written, ready to fly.
Downed a handful of gorilla pills, propped up in in bed looking like a spaceman with my phone on timer.
Watched a vid...still right as rain about 5 minuted later....gave up till someday.
Why do you think it didn't work? Was it because there was some leakage?
 
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k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
362
Yep, the setup was sound until it reached the hood. The material of the hood is super robust so wont inflate and the inner cup is made of hard plastic that wont mould to my faceI
It wasnt a big deal, just needs some re-thinking.
 
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1f3l1x2

Member
May 6, 2026
6
I am in Sweden and would like to ctb with someone if someone wants to do it I would like to meet up
 

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