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Mmjj219

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Nov 17, 2019
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As much as I hate my mom but and as much as she doesn't love me either but her motherly instinct won't make her get over my death and I think I don't have enough courage to put her in that situation.

fuck I just want to feel free to end it whenever I wanted.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
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I hear you. Life is a goddamn bitch and a half for anyone that has a conscience
Peace/hugs
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
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I feel your pain.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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She would likely feel worse if you disappeared. There would be no closure, no certainty.

That said, you cannot own both your feelings and hers. If you can get free of that, you will have true freedom -- freedom to die, or freedom to live more freely.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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GoodPersonEffed already covered my thoughts. "There would be no closure, no certainty. "
Not knowing can eat away at a person.
 
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autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
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"Is there anyway I could hide the fact I died ?"

Sorry, but my mind went here straightaway... :))

iu
 
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