Is there anything you wanted to do before CTB?

[discokicks]

Kinda in the title. I always wanted to travel. I wanted to dj for a big 70s disco night. Those were snatched away by unbearable anxiety and alcoholism

 

[royM]

I'd like to meet some alien lol

 

[snowman626]

cuddle with a beautiful woman

 

[Dan23]

nothing will make anything any better.

 

[Empty Smile]

I would like to go hike the Appalachian Trail once more. Or at least hike a couple hundred miles in the woods.

 

[Sick Boy]

I´d like to live in a first world country for a week

 

[Onomotopoeia]

I want to max my credit cards, spend all my money on drugs and go travelling a bit and just have an awesome few weeks ...start with a cruise (because I probably cant bring my drugs for that) then travel a bit want a partner though someone to live it up with for a few weeks.

sigh

 

[Umbra]

No, I'd forget it afterwards anyway.

 

[dyingtodie]

Been there. Done that. Still wanted to end my life the whole time :) It's amazing how depression can cloud up even the best times with intense emotional pain for no reason.

I do still want to try stand up comedy. I'm funny as shit. But I know it takes a long time to get good on stage and I really don't want to deal with the people.

 

[JadedGray]

Look at the stars and the night sky for the last time.

 

[StillWaiting]

I want to see the northern light. But I guess it is too troublesome so it is okay if it doesnt happen

 

[Memento Mori]

bring one little scrap of peace into this world

or if i'm selfish: spending some time with a certain person before i go, best would be dying in her arms peacefully

 

[Monster]

Not particularly I guess. Sure there's tons of stuff I imagine would be a cool future for me but they're all either impossible or require way too much effort. The only thing I'm really waiting for is to watch a movie that comes out, as silly as that is. The thought of never seeing future movies/videos of series I like is saddening to me, and is a dumb little thing keeping me here.

 

[Only Me Here]

I want to max my credit cards, spend all my money on drugs and go travelling a bit and just have an awesome few weeks ...start with a cruise (because I probably cant bring my drugs for that) then travel a bit want a partner though someone to live it up with for a few weeks.

sigh

You took the words out of my mouth, i literally want to sell my place and spend everything i have and go out in a blaze of glory...but no one to do it with and ive already done too many things alone...

 

[LastFlowers]

Many things. Thinking about them and knowing they're no longer an option for me just makes it hurt worse.

 

[Gorgon]

Figure it out. All of it. Why is life such shit

 

[RedSalvation15]

Most important for me: Experience love.

 

[SheJumped]

Say goodbye to a select few...

 

[Onomotopoeia]

You took the words out of my mouth, i literally want to sell my place and spend everything i have and go out in a blaze of glory...but no one to do it with and ive already done too many things alone...

Yea, I feel that at my core. A sad reality for all to many people, I think.

I do not have a house to sell but that makes this a bit more viable so you have that at least. Just find yourself a local partner!

 

[Only Me Here]

Yea, I feel that at my core. A sad reality for all to many people, I think.

I do not have a house to sell but that makes this a bit more viable so you have that at least. Just find yourself a local partner!

I dont see myself finding a stranger to have a last hurrah with...i also dont have the energy to pack up my whole place before i ctb as dumb as that sounds...its just a thought. i'd imagine that i wouldnt really enjoy it much anyway. Besides that i have been off of work since october, i got a settlement from my last work place as the CEO was sexually harassing me so ive pretty much done whatever i want for months without any structure. it does suck i lost a career i loved over it when i had all the proof and they should have got rid of him, but it paid me enough to basicaly do nothing my last year here which is what i have always dreamed. I do wish i could invite people to my home who need to go somewhere to Ctb, but obviously i would get into a lot of trouble for that...

 

[Misanthrope]

I wanted to write a book.

 

[Roger]

Make sure that my beloved dogs have a good home together.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Have my art exhibited somewhere, try lesbian sex and dye my hair emerald green

 

[OnlyMercy]

Gamble. Gamble really big. Gamble dangerously. Put everything at stake one last time.

 

[lululoo]

I wanted to have a serious relationship. I wanted to get my physical health back. That's all I've really cared about for the past 14 years... been too depressed/disinterested to care about much else.

But now that I have given up, all I really want is some time to have absolutely no obligations before I go. To not have to work or do things I don't want to. And I'm finally going to make it happen! Gonna quit my job very soon, then enjoy a few weeks to a few months of laziness before I go. I'll CTB when it feels right.