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blueskies3

blueskies3

doing whatever
Jan 8, 2026
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Death by SN sounds uncomfortable. Headaches and nausea and you might even vomit. I was wondering if fent could be a better option. Fent patches? I read online that overdose on fent is like falling asleep and never waking up. If anyone has any sources of obtaining it DM me. If not I might just have to go to a drug dealer. I will CTB eventually. This life is so unbearable.

(I posted this in the private suicide discussion by accident. I meant to post it here.)
 
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Proceed

Nobody
Dec 16, 2025
32
Gun.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
504
Doesn't fent also cause headache and nausea ?

Someone here said it felt like drowning
 
gasforme

gasforme

Student
Jan 9, 2026
106
From what I've read nitrogen doesn't feel like much but maybe see colored dots and white noise sounds
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
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Inert gas + exit bag when done correctly causes loss of consciousness in 15-30 seconds, and should be painless.
 
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LastAcrobat

LastAcrobat

So Long and Thanks for all the Fish
Nov 7, 2025
56
theoretically CO and most inert gasses should be painless but you will know you are dying from it so your brain will make you feel pain. And yes, despite what people often say SN does cause significant pain and discomfort.

Anything instantaneous (I.e firearm or jumping) would have no pain but are often hard to do or, if done incorrectly or with bad luck, will be incredibly painful with a high chance of crippling you (along with getting you sent to a ward).

Sadly there are really no properly "painless" methods, with CO likely being the closest.
 
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sorrynormal

sorrynormal

Member
Apr 13, 2022
68
Death by SN sounds uncomfortable. Headaches and nausea and you might even vomit. I was wondering if fent could be a better option. Fent patches? I read online that overdose on fent is like falling asleep and never waking up. If anyone has any sources of obtaining it DM me. If not I might just have to go to a drug dealer. I will CTB eventually. This life is so unbearable.

(I posted this in the private suicide discussion by accident. I meant to post it here
I read about a case of a women with incurable tinnitus. Sounds like a minor thing but it can drive you crazy. She saved up her fent patches and rented a hotel room, I think she put something like 12-16 fent patches and specifically used a heating blanket to increase the rate at which the drug was delivered transdermally.
 

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