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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
76
I would like to know more but it's too much reading Andi don't have a brain for it anymore
 
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lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
21
i highly advise to do your research even if you feel you can. However i'll tell you my experience with SN.

It can hurt. When i was being carried to the hospital, and that i started vomiting the product, I felt like i was being stabbed in my guts due to the stomach pain. The worst was being unable to do anything with my body. you can't focus on anything, you're really sleepy, so if you haven't fought SI you can get really scared and you can go seek for help easily. Your body is limp, your voice is very weak, you lose oxygen. If you survive, organ failures are possible, lungs, brain, heart... You name it.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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i highly advise to do your research even if you feel you can. However i'll tell you my experience with SN.

It can hurt. When i was being carried to the hospital, and that i started vomiting the product, I felt like i was being stabbed in my guts due to the stomach pain. The worst was being unable to do anything with my body. you can't focus on anything, you're really sleepy, so if you haven't fought SI you can get really scared and you can go seek for help easily. Your body is limp, your voice is very weak, you lose oxygen. If you survive, organ failures are possible, lungs, brain, heart... You name it.
Gosh that's terrifying, how much did you take?
 
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lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
21
Gosh that's terrifying, how much did you take?
I don't quite remember or know, it was a very impulsive move out of fear. i dumped several spoons in a little water flask and downed it like it was a vodka shot. TLDR don't do what i did
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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I don't quite remember or know, it was a very impulsive move out of fear. i dumped several spoons in a little water flask and downed it like it was a vodka shot. TLDR don't do what i did
They say it's supposed to be peaceful, damn it. It sounds like you took more than the normal amount, that should have knocked you out theoretically. I'm scared to do this, but idk any other way out.
 
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lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
21
They say it's supposed to be peaceful, damn it. It sounds like you took more than the normal amount, that should have knocked you out theoretically. I'm scared to do this, but idk any other way out.
it was on it's way to knock me out, had i not sought for help, it very much would have with how i was in and out of consciousness, however people kept me awake by shaking me and forcing me to converse with them to be honest

i might add: i could respond to their questions with a lot of trouble, there was a delay in responses and my voice was really really weak i was muttering essentially
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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it was on it's way to knock me out, had i not sought for help, it very much would have with how i was in and out of consciousness, however people kept me awake by shaking me and forcing me to converse with them to be honest

i might add: i could respond to their questions with a lot of trouble, there was a delay in responses and my voice was really really weak i was muttering essentially
Was it painful before you called for help? Or painful staying awake receiving help and vomiting?
it painful
What happened?
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
122
Wow. SN experience varies from person to person.
 
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lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
21
Was it painful before you called for help? Or painful staying awake receiving help and vomiting?

What happened?
when i called for help the painful part was trying to stay focused. For instance trying to read something: painful. But the easy thing is: just stop trying to focus on anything you know. There were two things that were very painful

- before the vomiting, the sharp pain i felt is one that i genuinely never felt before. I screamed really loudly like i never have before.
- receiving treatment, Methylene Blue is more painful to have injected in your whole body than the process of going through SN intoxication itself.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
122
when i called for help the painful part was trying to stay focused. For instance trying to read something: painful. But the easy thing is: just stop trying to focus on anything you know. There were two things that were very painful

- before the vomiting, the sharp pain i felt is one that i genuinely never felt before. I screamed really loudly like i never have before.
- receiving treatment, Methylene Blue is more painful to have injected in your whole body than the process of going through SN intoxication itself.
But why is it so painful? We have other people, who did no experience this symptoms.
 
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lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
21
But why is it so painful? We have other people, who did no experience this symptoms.
When i got methylene blue injected in my body i felt like my veins were on fire? That was very uncomfortable.
as for the rest i feel it's self explanatory.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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when i called for help the painful part was trying to stay focused. For instance trying to read something: painful. But the easy thing is: just stop trying to focus on anything you know. There were two things that were very painful

- before the vomiting, the sharp pain i felt is one that i genuinely never felt before. I screamed really loudly like i never have before.
- receiving treatment, Methylene Blue is more painful to have injected in your whole body than the process of going through SN intoxication itself.
Wow, very intense, thanks for sharing. The sharp pain was in your stomach I'm guessing?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,243
There are several threads about this question, if you use the search, you can find them. The TL;DR is, it really depends on the person, honestly. Some people have a lot of stomach cramping and vomiting and some people have laid there and very peacefully gone off. It depends on your physiology and which of the suggested drugs you take beforehand.
 
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bia ♡

Yoñlu - Mecânica Celeste Aplicada
Jun 27, 2025
16
There are several threads about this question, if you use the search, you can find them. The TL;DR is, it really depends on the person, honestly. Some people have a lot of stomach cramping and vomiting and some people have laid there and very peacefully gone off. It depends on your physiology and which of the suggested drugs you

There are several threads about this question, if you use the search, you can find them. The TL;DR is, it really depends on the person, honestly. Some people have a lot of stomach cramping and vomiting and some people have laid there and very peacefully gone off. It depends on your physiology and which of the suggested drugs you take beforehand.
Bruh...I'm buying my SN soon, and I don't intend to take it with any antiemetics, because it's quite hard to get them. I'm planning to pour all the SN into a 1L bottle of water and drink it all like orange juice. I fear the pain, but after trying to CTB by hanging myself and surviving the attempt, I guess there's nothing I can do to achieve death. I'm betting high. Be what Satan wants lololol
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,243
Bruh...I'm buying my SN soon, and I don't intend to take it with any antiemetics, because it's quite hard to get them. I'm planning to pour all the SN into a 1L bottle of water and drink it all like orange juice. I fear the pain, but after trying to CTB by hanging myself and surviving the attempt, I guess there's nothing I can do to achieve death. I'm betting high. Be what Satan wants lololol
I would highly encourage you to follow the protocol. I don't know why you would dump all of your SN into a 1 liter bottle. You should be weighing out 25 grams and placing it in 50 ml of water.
 
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bia ♡

bia ♡

Yoñlu - Mecânica Celeste Aplicada
Jun 27, 2025
16
I would highly encourage you to follow the protocol. I don't know why you would dump all of your SN into a 1 liter bottle. You should be weighing out 25 grams and placing it in 50 ml of water.
I dont have any scales at home to weigh my SN, plus I wont get any antiemetics due to personal reasons dat I cant talk about. Thats why I wanted to do that delulu shit I mentioned. I just wanna make sure I'll be dead, yknow? There's no other methods better than this one. I once tried w CO and it was ridiculously flawed, so I rather pretend I've never done it. Jumping out a building seems harsh and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have balls do it. Trying to hang myself out it's not possible, since my parents are now carefully watching me. SN would be the better one, because I'm slowly regaining their trust, and because its a product similar to the salt used here in Brazil, it'll be easy to camouflage. Anyway...
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
76
Damn I just wanna die I'm tired of suffering why there isn't a painless way to go.. I'm so sad
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

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Jan 29, 2024
130
i see a lot of threads going around where it's newer users asking the same questions about SN, if you're able to, please use the search button and you'll get a lot of the same answers. as someone who survived SN it's more discomfort than actual pain, once you're unconscious you feel nothing. that's why it's important to follow the protocol (there are MANY guides for this, i used stans.) don't do stupid things like taking it on impulse witnout any prior fasting or mentally preparing yourself.
 
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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
229
if you follow the protocol correctly it's not painful at all. I had a friend tell me so as she was leaving from it.
 
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tulero

Member
Mar 20, 2025
61
stick to the protocol as much as you can (SN + benzos + meto + propanolol)

thats the only way to reduce the possible pain
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
76
stick to the protocol as much as you can (SN + benzos + meto + propanolol)

thats the only way to reduce the possible pain
I can't acces these things
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
248
i highly advise to do your research even if you feel you can. However i'll tell you my experience with SN.

It can hurt. When i was being carried to the hospital, and that i started vomiting the product, I felt like i was being stabbed in my guts due to the stomach pain. The worst was being unable to do anything with my body. you can't focus on anything, you're really sleepy, so if you haven't fought SI you can get really scared and you can go seek for help easily. Your body is limp, your voice is very weak, you lose oxygen. If you survive, organ failures are possible, lungs, brain, heart... You name it.
Finally, some true about SN. Most people do not understand how SI works and how long can be those 30 minutes.
 
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Marcy1024

Marcy1024

New Member
Jun 9, 2025
4
i see a lot of threads going around where it's newer users asking the same questions about SN, if you're able to, please use the search button and you'll get a lot of the same answers. as someone who survived SN it's more discomfort than actual pain, once you're unconscious you feel nothing. that's why it's important to follow the protocol (there are MANY guides for this, i used stans.) don't do stupid things like taking it on impulse witnout any prior fasting or mentally preparing yourself.
Where is the search button? I've been looking for it since I registrered
 
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snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Member
Jan 27, 2024
73
SN isn't 100% painless, which is why there are suggestions to take benzos or any pain blocker. It is HOWEVER very easy to do if you have all the materials. If you take the proper steps on your CTB day, then all that is between you and death is being able to drink liquid. I think that is why many people find it alluring, myself included. SI isn't as massive of a player as it is in something like jumping in front of a train or hanging yourself. Killing yourself is relegated entirely to the power of SN.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
248
Time, posting, reaction score, not really sure how it works but it works
 

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