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Eyler

Eyler

Cingulomania spark
Aug 11, 2023
49
After hard long years, I feel so acutely at peace. Peacefully drained to the point it hurts physically and mentally for me to do anything anymore.

I don't know what methods to do, I need easy ones. Anything. Overdose usually doesn't work; from what I've seen, so I'm not heading for that route.

The most easiest and avaible option there is for me is a knife from the kitchen. And just go for it, but even I know it'll so goddanm much.

Is it worth it? I just don't want to do anything with the outside or inside world.

Do I need a sharp knife? How sharp does it need to be? How rough or hard am I supposed to do it? Just wing it?

I'm drowning so fkn bad.
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
95
No. Stabbing is horrific. There's a very famous video on WPD of someone going ape shit and it's horrific. Your SI will cause hesitation as is seen on all even successful knife/blade suicides.

Do not stab yourself. It is a terrible idea. If you insist then your best idea is to lacerate your carotid artery or whatever vital neck structure you can with a sharp knife, but I strongly urge you to seek another "method" if you can even call this a method.
 
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Eyler

Eyler

Cingulomania spark
Aug 11, 2023
49
No. Stabbing is horrific. There's a very famous video on WPD of someone going ape shit and it's horrific. Your SI will cause hesitation as is seen on all even successful knife/blade suicides.

Do not stab yourself. It is a terrible idea. If you insist then your best idea is to lacerate your carotid artery or whatever vital neck structure you can with a sharp knife, but I strongly urge you to seek another "method" if you can even call this a method.
Hey, thank you for this. I was going through a really bad episode yesterday. and went batshit crazy and did some things but now that my mind is clearer I seriously see what im saying.
 
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tacticalinsect

tacticalinsect

angel of the lord
Nov 12, 2025
4
After hard long years, I feel so acutely at peace. Peacefully drained to the point it hurts physically and mentally for me to do anything anymore.

I don't know what methods to do, I need easy ones. Anything. Overdose usually doesn't work; from what I've seen, so I'm not heading for that route.

The most easiest and avaible option there is for me is a knife from the kitchen. And just go for it, but even I know it'll so goddanm much.

Is it worth it? I just don't want to do anything with the outside or inside world.

Do I need a sharp knife? How sharp does it need to be? How rough or hard am I supposed to do it? Just wing it?

I'm drowning so fkn bad.
hi! apart from bleeding out being painful and slow, i want to add that the human body tries its best to keep it from harming itself, so likely you'll find it hard to go through with it because of your body's survival instincts.

hope you're doing better though :)
 
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