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woofwag

woofwag

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Sep 17, 2025
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Just curious because I know it was basically the gold standard for assisted suicide a while ago before it got widely shot down for that very reason (and its addictive properties). I see people on here posting success with finding SN (myself included, although my source is now down), but has anyone on here even heard of someone who had access to N recently? Ik most sites/sources are scams so this isn't me trying to actively solicit anything. But I am curious since I know a lot of us on here would love to ctb which such a peaceful, painless method.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Mage
Nov 26, 2025
558
I wish it was in circulation in my bloodstream,but..


No, there are tons of sources and they're all fake and scams.

There's only one way to get it, but you need to go to certain south American countries and

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Also, I've been keeping an eye on this thread,


My favorite poster @watereyes is going to let us know at some point apparently.
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
442
I wish it was in circulation in my bloodstream,but..


No, there are tons of sources and they're all fake and scams.

There's only one way to get it, but you need to go to certain south American countries and

F69JSBmacAAM1rW.png



Also, I've been keeping an eye on this thread,


My favorite poster @watereyes is going to let us know at some point apparently.
Damn. Yeah, kinda what I figured. I sadly do not have money/know-how to travel that far to acquire illegal drugs, but if that dude is successful maybe he'll sell some lol. Almost definitely not but ahh a guy can dream!
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
226
Damn. Yeah, kinda what I figured. I sadly do not have money/know-how to travel that far to acquire illegal drugs, but if that dude is successful maybe he'll sell some lol. Almost definitely not but ahh a guy can dream!
Unless you have tolerance Heroin IV should give a very fast and completely painless death. Doesn't have to super complicated like N.
 
iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
65
0 chance unless you have irl contact with very corrupt vets in some South American country
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Born to suffer
Jul 23, 2022
4,839
Definitely not circulating in my blood vessels unfortunately :pfff:
 
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woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
442
Unless you have tolerance Heroin IV should give a very fast and completely painless death. Doesn't have to super complicated like N.
Hm I also wouldn't know how to acquire that, plus I'm scared of needles and I don't think I'd like to die with an IV in.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
150
Just curious because I know it was basically the gold standard for assisted suicide a while ago before it got widely shot down for that very reason (and its addictive properties). I see people on here posting success with finding SN (myself included, although my source is now down), but has anyone on here even heard of someone who had access to N recently? Ik most sites/sources are scams so this isn't me trying to actively solicit anything. But I am curious since I know a lot of us on here would love to ctb which such a peaceful, painless method.
Yes, I did someone here posted. I also saw a Exit video were a girl went and bought 3 bottles from 3 different pet stores
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
221
I don't think so. From what I've read on the forum there's just a bunch of scammers "selling it" now
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
95
Yes, I did someone here posted. I also saw a Exit video were a girl went and bought 3 bottles from 3 different pet stores
Not recently I suspect. That Exit video was probably from 20 years ago, the last time N was in real circulation. Recent news reports indicate law enforcement in the US can't even get hold of raw N for lethal injections in prisons so they have to use other ways of executing prisoners. My guess is N probably needs to be removed from PPH completely.
 
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Mere9090

Mere9090

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Jan 15, 2026
27
Só por curiosidade, porque sei que era basicamente o padrão ouro para suicídio assistido há um tempo, antes de ser amplamente rejeitado justamente por esse motivo (e suas propriedades viciantes). Vejo pessoas aqui postando relatos de sucesso com a busca por SN (eu inclusive, embora minha fonte esteja fora do ar agora), mas alguém aqui já ouviu falar de alguém que teve acesso a N recentemente? Sei que a maioria dos sites/fontes são golpes, então não estou tentando ativamente solicitar nada. Mas estou curioso, já que sei que muitos de nós aqui adoraríamos cometer suicídio com um método tão pacífico e indolor.
Olá, consegui comprar pessoalmente numa clínica veterinária num país da América do Sul. Comprei 200 ml sem problemas. Fui e voltei em três dias, com custos altos de passagem aérea, hospedagem e alimentação, mas foi a única maneira que encontrei, pois no meu país é impossível de achar e a alfândega controla muito bem!
Eu gostaria que estivesse circulando na minha corrente sanguínea, mas...


Não, existem inúmeras fontes, e todas são falsas e golpes.

Só existe uma maneira de conseguir isso, mas você precisa ir a certos países da América do Sul e

F69JSBmacAAM1rW.png



Além disso, tenho acompanhado este tópico.


Meu usuário favorito @watereyes aparentemente vai nos avisar em algum momento.
Comprei esta semana em uma clínica veterinária em um país da América do Sul... Fui pessoalmente!!
 
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Shrub

New Member
Feb 20, 2026
2
Just curious because I know it was basically the gold standard for assisted suicide a while ago before it got widely shot down for that very reason (and its addictive properties). I see people on here posting success with finding SN (myself included, although my source is now down), but has anyone on here even heard of someone who had access to N recently? Ik most sites/sources are scams so this isn't me trying to actively solicit anything. But I am curious since I know a lot of us on here would love to ctb which such a peaceful, painless method.
I've come across a seemingly legitimate source for N, but I've unfortunately lost contact with them. There are definitely real sources out there, you just need to dig a bit deeper
 
Beer

Beer

Member
Dec 14, 2021
55
Olá, consegui comprar pessoalmente numa clínica veterinária num país da América do Sul. Comprei 200 ml sem problemas. Fui e voltei em três dias, com custos altos de passagem aérea, hospedagem e alimentação, mas foi a única maneira que encontrei, pois no meu país é impossível de achar e a alfândega controla muito bem!

Comprei esta semana em uma clínica veterinária em um país da América do Sul... Fui pessoalmente!!
paraguai?
 
Mere9090

Mere9090

Member
Jan 15, 2026
27
paraguai?
Perú
Eu gostaria que estivesse circulando na minha corrente sanguínea, mas...


Não existem inúmeras fontes, e todas são falsas e golpes.

Só existe uma maneira de conseguir isso, mas você precisa ir a certos países da América do Sul e

F69JSBmacAAM1rW.png



Além disso, tenho acompanhado este tópico.


Meu usuário favorito @watereyes aparentemente vai nos avisar em algum momento.
Comprei esta semana em uma clínica veterinária em um país da América do Sul... Fui pessoalmente!!
paraguai?
Peru
 
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intr0verse

intr0verse

Arcanist
Jan 29, 2021
407
I've come across a seemingly legitimate source for N, but I've unfortunately lost contact with them.
Do you remember if it was liquid vet. N? I imagine it's very cheap in SA so the profit would be huge but so are the risks unfortunatelly...
 

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