I know it sounds stupid but I want to die without anyone knowing that I'm dead which is near to impossible . I live with my toxic family and they'll be very relieved if i die and I don't want to give them that satisfaction and thats the only reason I live but it's getting hard to just live out of spite . I don't want to live anymore i wish I could just disappear and die like i never existed and nobody should be informed of my death . The police might somehow find a way to identify me and give back my body to my family if i CTB in a hotel room , I'm too broke to change cities and CTB . I'm getting so exhausted living out of spite i just wish there was a way ):
Of course there is. Standard procedure is to travel to a remote coastal location, take off all of your clothes (clothing will delay scavenging sea creatures and slow down decomposition, increasing the chance of your body being discovered) and walk into the sea, and swim out as far as you can until you tire out. You will get swept out to sea, be unable to return to shore, and will drown with agonizing lung pain. After you drown, scavenging sea creatures like gulls, fish and crabs will immediately start picking at your corpse, and the saltwater will begin to swell, split and peel all of your skin off. Your exposed flesh will be rapidly consumed within a week, and even the tendons and cartilage will be eaten by shrimp, leaving just disconnected bones which will sink to the sea floor and then entirely dissolve in a few months, leaving behind no trace of you whatsoever. You will need to avoid being observed, and hide your clothes where they will not be found. Perhaps wear paper clothes.
Or you could try living
without your toxic family, as I did without mine.
