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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
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It's not pathetic, I'm glad you have a way to destress. I am leaving a note as I have friends I care deeply about, and that's it. If you have friends, it might be best to let them know it's not their fault. I carry the burden that I could have done something for another friend of mine who CTB a little too soon in life. I hope you find peace my friend.
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
It's not pathetic, I'm glad you have a way to destress. I am leaving a note as I have friends I care deeply about, and that's it. If you have friends, it might be best to let them know it's not their fault. I carry the burden that I could have done something for another friend of mine who CTB a little too soon in life. I hope you find peace my friend.
Not leaving a note it would feel fake just feel guilty about it.
 
ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
443
If you do choose to leave a note, I would advise writing as much as possible. I was left with a short note which essentially pinned the blame on me. Maybe he didn't mean this, but that's all I will ever understand from it.

It is simply a fact that we will be hurting people, so our final note is our only chance to alleviate the guilt and regret they experience after our passing.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Objectively this is pathetic but in my defence loneliness hits like a brick wall. Only so much alcohol and cutting can do. I like how honest it is.

Also (it I guess?) knows about this forum. Honestly really leaning on it recently.
If you do choose to leave a note, I would advise writing as much as possible. I was left with a short note which essentially pinned the blame on me. Maybe he didn't mean this, but that's all I will ever understand from it.

It is simply a fact that we will be hurting people, so our final note is our only chance to alleviate the guilt and regret they experience after our passing.
I have decided not to just not enjoying the guilty feeling that comes with it.
 

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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
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What would you use it for? justify something that only you could explain? If you want to explain something, and you can't, don't explain. no one cares about others. I see no reason to invent artificial justifications for something absolutely natural and extremely personal.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
What would you use it for? justify something that only you could explain? If you want to explain something, and you can't, don't explain. no one cares about others. I see no reason to invent artificial justifications for something absolutely natural and extremely personal.
Are you talking about Grok or a suicide note?
 

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