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NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
In fact... My dad speak another language and he don't know how to read. He doesn't speak/read English.

When we are in car, going to work.. I read this forum, like it was absolutely nothing. I don't know if I should feel ashamed or bad about it.
 
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Trulysorry

Member
Dec 31, 2018
95
I read this when I'm with my family as well.. and when I'm at work.. when I'm with friends.. I'm getting good at scrolling quickly but do feel badly for it.
 
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NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
I read this when I'm with my family as well.. and when I'm at work.. when I'm with friends.. I'm getting good at scrolling quickly but do feel badly for it.

I guess I'm broken. Somehow.
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
I read these forums about 8 hours a day. It's one of few things that comfort me, reading about methods and ways out, all the possibilities and reviewing what way will be my way.
Plus people here do not judge me and I can be open with my thoughts.
 
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NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
I read these forums about 8 hours a day. It's one of few things that comfort me, reading about methods and ways out, all the possibilities and reviewing what way will be my way.

Yes that's so comforting. Finding an exit door. Knowing we can find peaceful ending on here. Hopefully.
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
In fact... My dad speak another language and he don't know how to read. He doesn't speak/read English.

When we are in car, going to work.. I read this forum, like it was absolutely nothing. I don't know if I should feel ashamed or bad about it.

I read this one day while my mom was a few feet away, she somehow look over told "me a CRNA has no business being on this forum. Everyone on this forum is utterly insaine." I was very annoyed told her she has no business looking on my phone.
 
Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I read this one day while my mom was a few feet away, she somehow look over told "me a CRNA has no business being on this forum. Everyone on this forum is utterly insaine." I was very annoyed told her she has no business looking on my phone.
Wtf she didn't ask if you were suicidal? If you were okay?
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
Wtf she didn't ask if you were suicidal? If you were okay?

She is one of those heavily religious types. If you die by suicide you will burn forever
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
969
I have access to Barbs and everything under the sun. Risking my job Is not exactly worth it to me or nessicary.
No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.

Look I know CNA's who have gotten away with stealing strong Opiates. Could I get away with stealing lethal painless drugs for myself? With ease. Am I interested In that? Not really, there are more reasonable options.
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.

Btw N would not be my drug of choice and I would not take it orally. There are drugs that work faster.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
im the same. nobody in my family knows english, so im always on this site like it was nothing... i feel bad too but i got used to it ...
 
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