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burden of senses
- Apr 17, 2026
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im thinking about it, really ive been mulling over various methods i have at my disposal (rope, train, pretty much thats it if i could buy SN i would)
rope - well, only can do it in our backyard and um. afraid of the sight traumatizing my parents even more
train - neck on track so ill probably end up mangled and i don't want to traumatize the driver or anyone finding my body
and i have been fantasizing about cutting my throat today. preferably walk far away from home with a sharpened knife (same knife i once accidentally cut my arm open, it was sharpened and with any other tool at most i would have only made a scratch) and do it in a secluded spot.
id bring my letters with myself and schedule a message to the police with my exact coordinates and instructions (if i go out this way i will leave a letter for the police as well, detailing my method my reason what to do with the letters etc) and have it sent 12-16 hours after my death (if i go late at night the message should be sent in the afternoon) so i don't become a missing person and im found only once im dead. would be peaceful to go out like that, in a secluded area close to a small river and the forest.
i know its unreliable as a method but surely if i have a knife sharp enough and i apply enough pressure at the right place (carotid artery) it should work? even if i just bleed out slowly no?
just thinking right now. feel free to answer
rope - well, only can do it in our backyard and um. afraid of the sight traumatizing my parents even more
train - neck on track so ill probably end up mangled and i don't want to traumatize the driver or anyone finding my body
and i have been fantasizing about cutting my throat today. preferably walk far away from home with a sharpened knife (same knife i once accidentally cut my arm open, it was sharpened and with any other tool at most i would have only made a scratch) and do it in a secluded spot.
id bring my letters with myself and schedule a message to the police with my exact coordinates and instructions (if i go out this way i will leave a letter for the police as well, detailing my method my reason what to do with the letters etc) and have it sent 12-16 hours after my death (if i go late at night the message should be sent in the afternoon) so i don't become a missing person and im found only once im dead. would be peaceful to go out like that, in a secluded area close to a small river and the forest.
i know its unreliable as a method but surely if i have a knife sharp enough and i apply enough pressure at the right place (carotid artery) it should work? even if i just bleed out slowly no?
just thinking right now. feel free to answer
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