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MMOSTHATED

MMOSTHATED

FAILED
Mar 16, 2026
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As soon as I wake up, I start using my phone until I go to sleep. I usually wake up at abt 8am. I think that's about 19 hours of screentime? Idk. Maybe the math is wrong but I usually go to sleep at abt midnight or maybe 3 or 4am. Just on my phone. I even use it on the charger sometimes. My mom always says it's not safe but idc. It's the only thing that provides me with any sort of "entertainment" cus there's never ever anything to watch on tv. And it's the only thing that provides me with a bit of joy. I only use tiktok, pinterest, youtube and reddit (and twitter but i deleted it because its twitter) I started losing interest in them tho. Everything is so boring. I use to watch tiktok and youtube for hours. But now it feels very boring. I can't find anything anywhere that interests me....
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,309
Yes I use my phone relentlessly, im moslty watching an old series but other than that pinterest or yt
 
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SomeDude

SomeDude

Member
Apr 16, 2026
22
Maybe not my phone but I use my laptop for that...
I hate this feeling, everything seems so pointless :/
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
515
Yes it's awful. I've fallen out of the good habits I put in place to reduce my screen time. I need to get back on it
 
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synthetic_suicide

synthetic_suicide

Heaven's Gate Away Team
Feb 11, 2024
40
it's an addiction like many others. A behavioral addiction. There are groups trying to work on it modeled on the same structure of AA, like ITAA. I had mixed experience with them but worth a try. https://linktr.ee/hello_itaa
 
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♡Sayori_Kinnie♡

♡Sayori_Kinnie♡

Member
Feb 4, 2026
18
VERY, I treat it as though it is cocaine x_x!!
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
536
Yea I am and I honestly don't care. I could be addicted to far worse things………..
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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yume_

yume_

Coffee addict
Dec 8, 2025
68
Yeah same, I think it's just a form of escapism of my responsabilities and life in general. Tbh I am having the same thing as you. The dopamine isn't coming anymore as it used to.
 
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rotthjärta

rotthjärta

Member
Apr 24, 2026
13
I used to be heavily, well I still am but I make it harder for me to reach things. I fell into a degoogle-ing or getting rid of social media as much as I can but I still watch youtube for hours and hours mainly because I feel like I need background noise. But also I don't know anyone irl and for now I've been a "neet" so nothing else I could do then be online.
 
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X-sanguinate86

Specialist
Sep 26, 2025
349
Maybe not my phone but I use my laptop for that...
I hate this feeling, everything seems so pointless :/
Same.

I sometimes watch old series from different periods in my life. Afterwards I feel even worse. I realize how desperate I am to fill a void that can't be filled. I remember the different periods in my life. Especially the 20s...I was soooo lonely...so desperately lonely.
 
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MMOSTHATED

FAILED
Mar 16, 2026
34
Maybe not my phone but I use my laptop for that...
I hate this feeling, everything seems so pointless :/
I use to have a laptop but I didn't take care of it very well. I had it for like abt two years and a few months before it just gave up
 
violetforever

violetforever

Elementalist
Dec 24, 2025
889
theyre basically meant to be so yeah .-.
 
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SarahThrowsGin

Member
Aug 22, 2025
86
Yes, unfortunately, and it is ruining my life. I can't control my use of phone whatsoever.
 
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PainThreshold

PainThreshold

Shrug off the pain. They'll have to hurt you more.
Feb 3, 2026
52
Maybe? I have a very high screen time but I also don't have any problem getting off the phone.

But then again, I'd literally be doing nothing at all. I can't think of anything to fill the void other than the phone.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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As soon as I wake up, I start using my phone until I go to sleep. I usually wake up at abt 8am. I think that's about 19 hours of screentime? Idk. Maybe the math is wrong but I usually go to sleep at abt midnight or maybe 3 or 4am. Just on my phone. I even use it on the charger sometimes. My mom always says it's not safe but idc. It's the only thing that provides me with any sort of "entertainment" cus there's never ever anything to watch on tv. And it's the only thing that provides me with a bit of joy. I only use tiktok, pinterest, youtube and reddit (and twitter but i deleted it because its twitter) I started losing interest in them tho. Everything is so boring. I use to watch tiktok and youtube for hours. But now it feels very boring. I can't find anything anywhere that interests me....
It is not safe to use the phone on the charger? I am doing this all my life. Lol. I am an extreme phone addict. Like really really addicted. When I was in college though I could easily stop being on the phone. Maybe this would be an argument against addiction. But I think I am checking it a couple of hundred times of day. Lol. I once had an app that counts it...
 
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MMOSTHATED

MMOSTHATED

FAILED
Mar 16, 2026
34
It is not safe to use the phone on the charger? I am doing this all my life. Lol. I am an extreme phone addict. Like really really addicted. When I was in college though I could easily stop being on the phone. Maybe this would be an argument against addiction. But I think I am checking it a couple of hundred times of day. Lol. I once had an app that counts it...
Yay my mom says so. I still do it. If anything, I think it just damages the phones battery. My phone is still work fine though.
 

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