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JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
Long story short I witnessed and/or experienced negative shit in this world

SOCIETY/LIFE BAD (-)
INEXISTENCE Neutral (0) <-- this by itself is neither good nor bad

But Relatively, Inexistence is better than life
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
468
partly. also because none i know would understand since they don't accept suicide, but even here can be exhausting. the most i can say is some quick summary of the problems at times. thinking about it is already exhausting in itselef
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
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When i write here, I can easily speak out everything. In real life I'm mostly evasive and shut ppl away. My pain is really big and it is mostly caused by other ppl. Everything could have been different...
 
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kyhoti

kyhoti

Looking for fair winds and following seas
May 27, 2024
294
It has been that way for years. It's almost becoming normal for me. There have been things that have been known only to me and the God of my understanding.
 
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JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
Damn... sorry to hear that y'all are going through this too,

I'm editing in this, forgot to mention that I also have no energy to listen to or help others too
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,159
There are some ok people, most people are ignorant asshats, who live in lala land
 
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SomePersonIGuess

SomePersonIGuess

Not here for long, hopefully
Mar 18, 2024
23
Frankly, I can't see myself ever saying a word about it to anyone.
 
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lkjhgfdsa1

lkjhgfdsa1

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Apr 17, 2024
442
honestly i am fucking embarassment to myself
i have only told one person on this site and irl only my mom about what actually happened

and no one else will ever know
because i am so hurt and disappointed at myself
i cannot live with myself anymore, that's why i want to ctb
 
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lost_ange1

lost_ange1

An angel who wants to go home..
May 29, 2024
156
Partially. Though I have times were it is difficult to talk about my mental problems and past or things that led to my mental problems. For example it took years for me to figure out I even had a trauma and then talking about it (the whole story) was damn hard and still is.

It is nothing uncommon though. Talking about how bad we feel can add to our suffering and doesn't always help.
 
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