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Brayu

Student
Sep 14, 2021
192
I only have the castor bean shit at my fingertips... 23 years old about 60kg... if I chew about 12 does it have to work? :(

I seriously didn't want to make a fuss with the CTB... But this would be my last chance (if they discover the poison and I survive I'd be lost).

I can't get any other poison, I don't have any other method (I think my physical method would be the train, but it would create a lot of hype)

I'm not weak, but I really can't do it any other way!

Note: I can stand the diarrhea and abdominal pain, I just want to avoid vomiting and nausea if possible.
 
neitherherenorthere

neitherherenorthere

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
223
I have no idea about the meto, but if there's a risk of being discovered then ricin probably isn't your best option, since it can take as long as three days to kill you.
 

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