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silenteternity4

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Feb 28, 2026
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If I take sn when my family goes to sleep, meaning that i'll be left alone for about 8 hours, will i be able to ctb successfully? I will take 25 grams without antiemetics, or should i take more to speed up the process? I'm also worried i will puke a lot and that this will end up in a failed attempt.
 
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meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
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yes, buddy. 8 hours are enough
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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If I take sn when my family goes to sleep, meaning that i'll be left alone for about 8 hours, will i be able to ctb successfully? I will take 25 grams without antiemetics, or should i take more to speed up the process? I'm also worried i will puke a lot and that this will end up in a failed attempt.
As long as they don't hear you
 
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Mar 3, 2026
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The reason people fail SN is because they're doing it at home around family/friends. I don't know about you, but I would hate for any of my loved ones to walk into my room and see the sight of me dying or dead.
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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The reason people fail SN is because they're doing it at home around family/friends. I don't know about you, but I would hate for any of my loved ones to walk into my room and see the sight of me dying or dead.
Exactly this. Not only could they hear you violently wrenching over the toilet, they may have to see you dying or your corpse. Personally, I would recommend getting a cheap hotel room for your and their sakes.