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Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
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Besides firearms, are there any other instant methods? Ones that leave no time for regret and no ability to change your mind?

Examples I can think of:
Category 1: Instant (Best)
1. Firearms

Category 2: Irreversible/Mostly Irreversible (Okay)
1. Hanging
2. SN/Poison
3. Jumping

Category 3: Reversible (Worst)
1. Inert Gas

Looking ideally for an instant method that isn't firearms, as I would rather not have to buy a gun. I would rather not CTB with a category 2 as I would probably regret it and panic immediately after, which would be a not so fun experience, and I may even try to do something to save my life (not good). Even though insert gas seems like the least painful method, I would likely bail out. If there's a way to make inert gas irreversible I would also love to hear it.

Basically I want to have as little time between performing the critical action and my death/loss of consciousness. I've had a firearm, stood at a bridge, and had nitrogen for inert gas before, but I couldn't commit on any of them.
 
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Zerengin96

Student
Jun 14, 2022
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There isnt one, even Nembutal takes a couple of minutes. Firearms are the closest, but its really hard to pull the trigger, i dont know if i could do it honestly
 
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Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
83
There isnt one, even Nembutal takes a couple of minutes. Firearms are the closest, but its really hard to pull the trigger, i dont know if i could do it honestly
Is it harder than consuming N/SN? I would imagine they're the same?
 
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Zerengin96

Student
Jun 14, 2022
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Is it harder than consuming N/SN? I would imagine they're the same?
Depends on the individual i would say. For me personally, drinking some potion and then lying down seems way easier then pulling the trigger on a gun that will splatter my brain across the room, its a mental thing for me
 
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Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
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Depends on the individual i would say. For me personally, drinking some potion and then lying down seems way easier then pulling the trigger on a gun that will splatter my brain across the room, its a mental thing for me
You don't think you will regret it inbetween the time you drink it and the time you die? Or do something stupid like call for help?
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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You don't think you will regret it inbetween the time you drink it and the time you die? Or do something stupid like call for help?
Honestly no, i dont think i would have problems with that, but everyone is different in that regard. For some cbt by firearms or jumping is better because you cant change your mind after you commited to the act
 
Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
83
Honestly no, i dont think i would have problems with that, but everyone is different in that regard. For some cbt by firearms or jumping is better because you cant change your mind after you commited to the act
Yeah, I don't think I'll ever be able to ctb with any method. Seems like I'm just cooked. I've wanted to die every day for the last 3 years and have had 3 chances with 3 methods and couldn't do any of them.
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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Yeah, I don't think I'll ever be able to ctb with any method. Seems like I'm just cooked. I've wanted to die every day for the last 3 years and have had 3 chances with 3 methods and couldn't do any of them.
that sucks, may i ask which methods you tried?
 
Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
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that sucks, may i ask which methods you tried?
Well I didn't "try" any of them because I was too scared.

1. I had a nitrogen tank but no hood/bag, and I was going to run away with it but I literally fell asleep while waiting on my blanket to wash and woke up to a scenario where I no longer had possession of the tank.

2. I was standing at one of the top 10 highest bridges in America where I could literally just jump over the railing (it was like chest high) and I just couldn't do it. Now I live super far from any deathly bridge.

3. Held a gun in my hands, couldn't even point it at myself. Now all of my parents' guns are with an ex cop neighbor.
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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Well I didn't "try" any of them because I was too scared.

1. I had a nitrogen tank but no hood/bag, and I was going to run away with it but I literally fell asleep while waiting on my blanket to wash and woke up to a scenario where I no longer had possession of the tank.

2. I was standing at one of the top 10 highest bridges in America where I could literally just jump over the railing (it was like chest high) and I just couldn't do it. Now I live super far from any deathly bridge.

3. Held a gun in my hands, couldn't even point it at myself. Now all of my parents' guns are with an ex cop neighbor.
Yeah i would never be able to go trough with those either, especially the last two. SN is my prefered method, but its incredibly hard to get nowadays where i am from without getting into legal trouble
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Nuclear bomb should do it.

Why is jumping in category 2? Once you take the step your fate is sealed and death is pretty instant when you hit the ground. I would also put SN in category 3 as it is very reversible if you call for help and get treatment.
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
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Just a thought, I don't know if I can do something to save myself if I swallowed cyanide or maybe after inhaling lethal H2S/HCN dose. Both are known to be quick in the right amount of doses. When you're trapped in a room, or car (or an exit bag) with lethal dose of H2S/HCN vapor, loss of consciousness can even be instant. So this would be my best bet.
 
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PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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IMO, it's not about the method being instant or not, it's about SI. Basically, if you can lower SI with drugs or something, then category 2 won't be bad anymore.
 
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Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
83
Nuclear bomb should do it.

Why is jumping in category 2? Once you take the step your fate is sealed and death is pretty instant when you hit the ground. I would also put SN in category 3 as it is very reversible if you call for help and get treatment.
I guess I'm cooked then
 
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socksnsandles

Member
Oct 7, 2025
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Yeah i would never be able to go trough with those either, especially the last two. SN is my prefered method, but its incredibly hard to get nowadays where i am from without getting into legal trouble
ive heard KN is easier to get and just as lethal. thoughts?
 
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Zerengin96

Student
Jun 14, 2022
191
ive heard KN is easier to get and just as lethal. thoughts?
I need to look more into it, but from what i know, its about the same in terms of availability in germany. I do have a couple of sources for Sn but i am worried customs will seize it at the border and i get a welfare check, which means a huge fine or maybe even Jail in Germany.
 
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meowtistic

yearning for eternal sleep
Apr 10, 2023
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Basically I want to have as little time between performing the critical action and my death/loss of consciousness. I've had a firearm, stood at a bridge, and had nitrogen for inert gas before, but I couldn't commit on any of them.
Though a firearm sounds good, SI can easily get in the way and make you miss your shot and fuck yourself up instead. I think the most instant would honestly be jumping, maybe go when you're a little buzzed or something so you aren't thinking as clearly? you want the HIGHEST building you can find. If it's high enough up your body will literally just explode on impact. you won't even have time to feel anything. It'll be seconds of air and it's over. I imagine the panic could be bad, that's why i would do it under the influence of something lol.
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
207
ive heard KN is easier to get and just as lethal. thoughts?
Just by the structure and chemistry of both salts, I don't see any reason for PN to not be a good candidate as SN substitute. Industrially, their use is practically the same. Once in the body, their mechanism is identical. Same, pathway, same symptoms, even same antidotes. There's virtually no detailed accounts of PN poisoning published by journals, but there is this one article on Potassium Nitrate poisoning which I will provide the link for. SN is more popular and accessible since it's been the industry standard for quite sometime now and it's reliability for its intended use is very consistent and reliable.

With that said, I still wouldn't use PN if it's the only thing that I have. I'm a science believer and there's just too little information about PN in terms of it's toxicity. Just because they have many similarities, I wouldn't assume that their lethal doses would also be.


 
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Leichter Kampfwagen

Leichter Kampfwagen

(LK I)
Dec 24, 2023
83
I am saying jumping should be up there with firearms. Why did you put it at 2?
Because of the time between jumping and dying. Sounds horrendous and I would likely have regret.
IMO, it's not about the method being instant or not, it's about SI. Basically, if you can lower SI with drugs or something, then category 2 won't be bad anymore.
Do you mean like psychedelics or something?
Though a firearm sounds good, SI can easily get in the way and make you miss your shot and fuck yourself up instead. I think the most instant would honestly be jumping, maybe go when you're a little buzzed or something so you aren't thinking as clearly? you want the HIGHEST building you can find. If it's high enough up your body will literally just explode on impact. you won't even have time to feel anything. It'll be seconds of air and it's over. I imagine the panic could be bad, that's why i would do it under the influence of something lol.
I've never drank or done drugs besides ketamine in the dr's office
 

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