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Oh so tired

Student
Apr 17, 2020
103
I took a (rather impulsive) overdose last night of Clonazepam, quetiapine and citalopram. Obviously it wasn't a successful ctb attempt, I'm in hospital but OK. Not even sure if it was trying to ctb or not, when it happened I felt like I was in a dream, like nothing was real.
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
How are you feeling ? :hug:

It's okay you were probably desperate and in distress, couldn't handle it anymore, and didn't think much. I hope you can now rest a little bit in hospital where you are taken care off. :heart:
 
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Oh so tired

Student
Apr 17, 2020
103
Thank you, I'm feeling OK, just groggy, disorientated and very sleepy. Yes I was feeling pretty desperate, life is just too much right now.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
1,700
Hope that you manage to rest up, sorry you've had this experience. It's too much for me too.
 
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MissKatrina

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
258
Take the best possible care of yourself. :)
 
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Klee

Klee

Never play cards with a magician.
Apr 19, 2020
136
I'm sorry this happened. I hope you're doing okay :heart:
 
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Timetodie90

Timetodie90

Spiritual but suicidal.
Mar 8, 2020
103
Sorry to hear about this. I took an overdose and failed last month and ended up in hospital for a few days. Hope you start feeling better soon.
 
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Oh so tired

Student
Apr 17, 2020
103
Thank you for your kind replies. I'm going home today. Part of me hoped to be admitted or sectioned or whatever as I just don't feel safe, but I guess I'm needed at home so it's back to it :notsure:
Hate feeling this way and my heart goes out to everyone who is also feeling desperate :heart:
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Been there, done that.
Waking up in a hospital bed with your arm hooked to drips and tied to the guardrail is no fun
Hope you get better
Try to wiggle your way out of section, it sucks even worse
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Been there, done that.
Waking up in a hospital bed with your arm hooked to drips and tied to the guardrail is no fun
Hope you get better
Try to wiggle your way out of section, it sucks even worse
Tied to the guardrail! Harsh
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Tied to the guardrail! Harsh

Yea.
Apparently I was trying to break free when I was unconscious or something? Then I woke up properly like ??? Why am I tied up when I never did anything wrong. And of course as soon as I could hear them, staff told me its all my fault cause its me who tried to kill myself. It sucked
 
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