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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
420
There is a Carnival here
idk what u call it but its 3 days where people dress up in super weird shit and then drink for 3 days straight.

And here I am..
In my room. Alone.
Hearing the music , hearing people having fun with their friends.

it makes me want to ctb even more.
 
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casual_existence

casual_existence

Experienced
Jul 29, 2023
242
Getting drunk makes it easier to party.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
Why not put clothes on and walk around or just sit and watch, blend into the atmosphere rather than participating.

I usually knock a shot or two and head out if i feel pretty shut in
 
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M1sT

M1sT

Life Is War & Wars Are Pointless!
Sep 30, 2023
46
Dude, it's your golden opportunity to get some social touch! Really!
I want you to do the same and trust me, someone will surely start a conversation with you!
Sitting alone will only make it worse!
Best of Luck!
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,832
Wasting their lives away, killing their livers, being around of fake friends, half of which probably secretly want to see them fail. Sounds like fun.
 
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allthatimsaying

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Aug 14, 2023
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Are you from Brazil? If so, can I PM you? Only if you want it
 
Linda

Linda

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Jul 30, 2020
2,165
Well, why don't you "dress up in super weird shit" too (or even just slightly different from usual stuff), and have a drink out there. (I don't recommend drinking for 3 days straight, but a couple of drinks won't do you any harm.) You might meet someone. You won't meet anyone if you stay in your room.
 
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Coffeandamug

Words are quite useless, and so am I.
Oct 22, 2020
172
Same feeling, you're probably from Brazil as well. I don't have the means to go and I really, really envy normal people. This hurts like hell
 

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