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kmycluisfe

kmycluisfe

"I’m a pluviophile"
Mar 8, 2023
65
Damn I feel terrible, how can I be such a bad person

I doubt everyone, my anxiety makes me go crazy and I end up doing bad things

I'm lurking into my gf phone because I'm scared, scared as hell and now I see things I shouldn't and I'm even more scared even more anxious and want to lurk even more

I want to make her suffer because I feel like I'm too good, always enduring, always being here for her. I want to show bad things, be awful IDK WHY

I want to kill myself, I want it to end right now, I want to blow my end

Everyday I pray that a car jusy run me over
 
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