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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
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There are two methods available to me. .22 gunshot from a rifle, and jumping off a bridge over a train yard.

The rifle is probably going to have a higher likelihood of killing me, but I know there are a lot of uncertainties with a bullet that small.

I'm starting not to care. I just need to make some kind of attempt. I at least need to try to die, I can't keep doing this. I don't care if I end up permanently disabled anymore. I just need to try.

Planning for January 16.
 
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