Venting Im so tired of my disorders

[sanrioslayer]

I have BPD, Autism, bulimia, (agoraphobia/social anxiety?) and EDS (chronic illness). Im so fucking tired bro. I hate how normal people are just able to live and exist, while i have to deal with all this shit every single day. I cant just be. Ever. I cant ever rest, or even live in the first place. Im always in survival mode. Ofc i have good days or weeks but still. It always comes back to my disorders.

Even now when my life is better than it has ever been - I STILL HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS. Im not depressed anymore, ive made friends that i love (for the first time in my life). But STILL i have all this other shit ruining it. I hate it here dude

 

[Sphinxi]

The prognosis on bpd and bulimia are pretty good, right?

 

[shcizoseraphima]

i really relate to u, im schizophrenic and if i dont self medicate it is truly almost unbearable to live... im sorry, friend

 

[merlinscries]

As a fellow autistic I get the constant survival mode thing unfortunately... It is horrible. No rest