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wildflowers1996

wildflowers1996

Mage
Oct 14, 2023
562
I just want it to end already

I want to go to Peru. But I don't speak Spanish. And it's scary going alone. I want to buy N and take it back to the UK. But I'm so scared I'll get caught.

I can't bear to hurt my family but I can't bear being alive I can't win
 
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goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
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Have you tried or considered getting N through the DW i'm not fully sure how accessible it would be but it definitely saves you travelling abroad or perhaps passing in paru itself could be more convenient for you cuts out the middle man sorta speak
 
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wildflowers1996

wildflowers1996

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Oct 14, 2023
562
I don't think it's possible that way unfortunately :( I imagine other people would have mentioned doing it if it were possible. I imagine it's just scams :(
I don't want to ctb in Peru for my family's sake :(
 
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wildflowers1996

wildflowers1996

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Oct 14, 2023
562
They do but I don't think they will help me

I just can't stop crying and crying and crying constantly I need for this to end I'm in so much pain
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,152
It's so incredibly cruel and horrible to me how people cannot just have the option to reliably die in peace. I really wish that Nembutal is accessible, it'd prevent so much meaningless and unnecessary suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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