I'm so grateful I can ctb

[peewee]

I'm so relieved. People think they can hurt you and ruin your life, grind you down to nothing, and you'll just keep suffering while they get away scot free. they don't think you'll actually do it. the way I see it, I will be free of suffering, albeit at the price of suffering a bit while dying. But then that person will know what their responsible for, and have to suffer. even if they deny responsibility, it wont matter, because I'll be free.

 

[Irisse]

I know right? Imagine living forever. Forever having your memories, fears, thoughts and in my case paranoia. And yet so many people want to extend their lives as much as possible. Suicide is an act of freedom, a sad one, but a freeing one. Though I honestly disagree on doing it to show your abusers where they stand, as the nature of an abusive person is such that they likely either won't care about what they've done, or they might even get off on it.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Yeah, for sure. I've always thought like this. It's always been a super comforting thought, even when I knew I didn't really have the means. It's always so nice to know that I can just choose eternal peace at any moment instead of having to put up with the hell that is this life of mine. Whenever I've had periods where I've actively planned ctb, I always got a kick out of thinking "man, none of those people know what's going on in my head. They really have no clue what I'm planning".

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I feel the same way, so grateful that I can choose to put a stop to it all; I'm not forced to live a painful existence.