Im reaching a point of no return

[LastDayOnEarth]

If my mind keeps embracing this darkness I'll ctb for sure, my ego needs to fully die and a method needs to be chosen afterwards

But the darkness is settling in, there's no light

 

[darksouls]

I have been in this darkness for as long as I can remember
that is why it is completely normal for me
I can well understand how you feel
wish you the best
I hope you find relief from suffering