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Omega7

Omega7

Alien
Apr 10, 2019
37


Anyone here have a specific song they want to hear before they ctb?
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
Yep, I'm actually going to create a playlist to listen to when I decide to ctb. Of course I would listen to it before I ctb, so I can hear every song.
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Im working on a playlists. Ctb will be emotionally painful to me. Im an awesome guy and i deserve an awesome ritual. Here are some I remember by head:

For ctb, Moonlight Sonata (Adagio Sostenutto) - Beethoven

Before

The End - The Doors
Orion - Metallica
Bard's Song (In the forest) - Blind Guardian
Mordred's Song - Blind Guardian
A Tout le Monde - Megadeth
Rooster - Alice in Chains
We die Young - Alice in Chains
Nutshell - Alice in Chains
Evidence - Faith no More

Theres more but you get the hang of it.
 
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Addy92

Student
Mar 24, 2019
152
Im working on a playlists. Ctb will be emotionally painful to me. Im an awesome guy and i deserve an awesome ritual. Here are some I remember by head:

For ctb, Moonlight Sonata (Adagio Sostenutto) - Beethoven

Before

The End - The Doors
Orion - Metallica
Bard's Song (In the forest) - Blind Guardian
Mordred's Song - Blind Guardian
A Tout le Monde - Megadeth
Rooster - Alice in Chains
We die Young - Alice in Chains
Nutshell - Alice in Chains
Evidence - Faith no More

Theres more but you get the hang of it.

Please finish the play list.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Being a massive muse fan it couldn't be any other band. So I think either mercy or pressure. 10432 10433
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
I feel like it's too anxiety provoking and haunting to listen to music while dying. I could change my mind but I don't know it seems that way atm.
 
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Bedlamb

Bedlamb

Anthropomorphic Garbage
Mar 1, 2019
84
I'm not sure about listening to music while I ctb, but I do have a playlist of music for when the suicidal ideation is hitting hard.

 
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ArtVandelay

Experienced
Apr 15, 2019
266
 
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k3v3r

k3v3r

Member
Apr 25, 2019
97
maybe galapagos the smashing pumpkins, i'm not really sure. trying to figure out if i want to listen to music while doing it or if i want to just be in peace and silence
 
tomz323

tomz323

Walking to the bus stop
Mar 29, 2019
367
I was thinking about the verve.
 
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
I would probably choose either a classical/opera song or ambient/electronic song, like Liebestod by Wagner or Halcyon + On + On by Orbital:



 
SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I have a playlist too.the 3 songs I might want to ctb to is
Metallica - No Leaf Clover
Soundgarden - The Day I Tried To Live
Twevle Foot Ninja - Invincible
 

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