brighteyesfan144
Student
- Feb 5, 2025
- 180
my mental health is declining rapidly.
i wish i had even one person in this world who loved me or cared about me. it feels sad that i read a lot of people's suicidal posts and the comments are filled with people talking about "loved ones" and stuff. i don't have any of that. my whole family doesn't give a fuck about me, i probably won't ever talk to them again and that's just me protecting myself. but people will write "if you have even one person in your life who cares about you or loves you, please don't kill yourself" every time i read that there's this voice in my head that tells me, well you're the outlier so
i really wish i wasn't so pathetically afraid to face death. i also wish i could be strong enough to survive but it's hard when you're all alone.
i wish i had even one person in this world who loved me or cared about me. it feels sad that i read a lot of people's suicidal posts and the comments are filled with people talking about "loved ones" and stuff. i don't have any of that. my whole family doesn't give a fuck about me, i probably won't ever talk to them again and that's just me protecting myself. but people will write "if you have even one person in your life who cares about you or loves you, please don't kill yourself" every time i read that there's this voice in my head that tells me, well you're the outlier so
i really wish i wasn't so pathetically afraid to face death. i also wish i could be strong enough to survive but it's hard when you're all alone.
